sam vents

staring at your dms, waiting for a response
feeling so pathetic, when it never comes

When you're alive they won't care what you said
What you deserve and all the blood you bled
You'll turn in your grave at what's gonna be said
You'll finally be appreciated
'Cos everybody loves you when you're dead
'Cos everybody loves you when you're dead/lyrics

this account is now also my horny account

the serviettes at the bottom of the hungry jacks bags are for cleaning up after blowing a load

everything is fine after masturbation

vitamin d deficiency, also lack of friends irl, also insecurities, also anxiety. getting better on the vitamin d deficiency. Also i'm kind of neurotic tbh so the insecurities are kind of just my brain being fucked tbh

thinking conflicting thoughts thinking conflicting thoughts thinking conflicting thoughts thinking conflicting thoughts

no NO no NO no NO no NO no NO no NO no NO no NO
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

surprised if i have depression tbh.

I've had a really shit year this year in general tbh.

missed a doctor's appointment this week fml. there's a lump in my throat as well, i feel so shit rn, i cried earlier today but there's still a lingering sense of sadness inside of me. I should probably book another one, but i feel so crap rn. I've felt crap for the month or so, i wouldn't be ...

if i want to be left alone,
leave me alone
like Fuck Off