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i’ve been eating more than usual lately, i fucking hate the holidays

tries to recover but instead it turns into a nonstop binge cycle🤡 i guess im back

myyy head hurts so baaad 😭

i’m thinking of recovering.. i believe i can do it this time

my spotify wrapped came out so embarrassing 🤡 i fr can’t post that anywhere not even in a chat😭😭

i’ve been scared to check my weight bc i def know i gained this week🤡

you’re right :’) i really did enjoy their huge efforts and it was all actually really good

we had a potluck in class yesterday and yall can probably assume it was a lot of food and i’d feel bad not trying people’s dishes so i felt like i had to 😭

my stomach hurts so bad i’m never eating again ;-;

yesterday’s stats 🤩

It’s really so hard to find good therapy. Last time I went was 11 years ago and have been scared to go since. Good therapy must be rare because I have never heard of a positive experience

Amazon! I can send you the link if you’d like !!

my mini logbooks arrived :D

LMFAO WHY IS THAT MY MOST LIKED POST😭😭

like 10-15 times depending on how much water i drink

i finally passed a bowel movement after over 3 days i’m never eating again now

I start class again on friday from my 2 week break and that means i’ll be having more fasting days bless bless

thinking about a skinnier version of me

- #ed #edsky #edtwt #subsky -

i fr cant fast in this house i got served a meal and they watched me eat it

might drink another cup of coffee i wanna fast all day

ofc!! i’ve started drinking black coffee since i started to get constipation and it’s been what has helped me since :) you also reminded me to go on a walk as well!

do you drink coffee? it usually helps with bowel movements!

yeahh the first few years that i was put back on em for a second time made my appetite skyrocket and destroyed my body but thankfully i’ve found loops to prevent that from happening again

both especially bc i take medical steroids

am i delusional or did this post originally have 2 pictures inserted ??

irreparable damage this has done to my brain goodbye
#edsky #caterpillarsky

LMFAOOO SO REAL