zee 🍒

betrayal list:
washing off my makeup when i’m cozy in bed ☹️

it’s so fucking hard to be good

it’s feels so pathetic to be struggling mentally so much

it’s so hard to know i’m self destructing but not caring at all because how free it makes me feel in the moment

hmmmmm may be fucked up at work eek

yeah best bday ever even tho i have to drive 6 hours home 😭

eepy

nothing beats crying on your lunch 🤪

mirror pics are always superior

the urge to dye my hair jet black mmm

it’s so hard not caring what people think of me and choosing things that benefit me more

feeling so stuck in life atm 😑

mmm need some kimchi rice rn

rewatching the vampire diaries so i can pretend it’s fall🤥

:(

bye

hehe ☺️ no you!

delayed vegas trip photo dump

need me an onion boil bad

sometimes it feels like all the bad things that happen to me i deserve for somehow being a bad person even tho i try so hard to stay nice and kind

accidentally posted like 10 selfies on tiktok thinking it was private 😬

dirty ass mirror dirty ass room

me at my job majority of time lolll

why must i run my mind in circles with the same conversations with people to make sure i said everything right 😡 😡 😡

why is it so hard for me to keep my room clean 😡

had probably the worst sleep paralysis last night i genuinely thought my heart was going to explode lmao

the depression has been kinda winning lately 🙄