Howdy

You can still reach out to me. I like to talk. Just remember I dont check my twitter often heh. You could try dming me on my alt.. if you can find it muahahaha. Alright yall be good people and night night <3)

(Yeahh this kind of stuff isn’t new if you were around me for a long time. I attend to post long “essays” late at night (mainly on Twiter haha), id say its relaxing and takes your mind off of things. And if youre curious, no im not making new friends, just done looking for new ones.+

BUT ive moved on from that since uhh.. yesterday and only stick to the ones i have, my pookies :) +

There are a bunch of artists out there who i love to be moots with, and i would get bummed out if i were to get ignored or shut out. Yeah it didn’t get to me that there are those types who prefer a more “higher” level and i didnt have a chance.+

haven’t seen a single piece of artwork from them ever since i took action. Yeah I know I sound very timid about all this but.. literally i can't help it ughhh. That being said, i still like to make new friends, but I think im asking the wrong people.+

mainly because of who they are known for, being a well known artist or commissioner. My solution is to not think about it too much and rather forget such thing, and only see them as a friend. Which is working pretty well I say,+

Ik some peeps who i used to be moots with are active on the platform so it would be most likely they’ll appear again, ruining the whole purpose of forgetting. I dont recall if I ever brought this up in my “2025 My Thoughts” doc but I do get very anxious on who I see or talk too,+

Although it has worked, I feel anxious still. Not necessarily on discord but Twitter too. I should mention I DONT look around on my twitter feed, rather on my sfw alt account instead. This being Im scared of who will appear on my page.+

Even so it forced me to delete my private server and do a whole unfriending spree. That was a long while ago and I really hope it wont happen again. Thankfully this whole new account plan went as planned, inviting the caring and ditch the opposite, along with the unaware.. oops.+

Idk I think I'm still traumatized from the previous experiences with other people I was friends with. Manipulative, picky, dishonest, wonder if yall have ever met those types of people. Kinda screwed over my mental state which led me to go against my moots.+

I think I'm expecting a whole lot from them, that or I'm not reading the room and that they dont care about my presence one bit. That or I'm overthinking on how they feel about me and should chill before something happens. Pretty much all are valid points, to me at least.+

Even when I've been in this community for over two years I am still learning how friendships work. Yes I do have some trusted connections with a few, and i say that is good enough as it is, just feels like im not good enough for the other majority I'm mutuals with.+

Very nice way to get your partner's attention, don't you think?
@howdidi.bsky.social @razdull.bsky.social
#Howdy #Raz #sona #couple #sketch #furry

Thank youuu I appreciate it nwn

Feels cool hanging out with a gud buddy of yours hehe

A birthday gift I made for me and my good friend @adamprotogen.bsky.social <3

Its all good, still cute uvu

repost of a gift art piece I made for @howdidi.bsky.social
i wasn't really motivated to make a new gift art piece for them, sorry :(

Birthday Bwoomp

For @howdidi.bsky.social 🍑

Happy bday to meee. I can drink now jkjkjk :3

My wife!

Cewl stuff teehee

Valhalla is always a partner close and one battle away...

@razdull.bsky.social @howdidi.bsky.social
#sona #couple #furry #sketch #hyper

Another thing you might not know about this panda creature is how VERY oblivious they can be. Take this fine gentleman here needing "help" putting his pants back on. Howdy is so innocent lel.

Hope you enjoy :)

I see youuuuu under these colossal bubbly cheeks

First animation to have shading too. I think I did alrighty

What better way to celebrate your partner's birthday than dressing up as their favorite character hehe

Happy birthday to my beloved orange kot @razdull.bsky.social whos now a boomer :3🧡

I saw this image on the right and had to do one with me and my bf hehe

Okayyyy I mightve made another alt of this lel. Look at that panda booty go!

Hope I did well with the jiggling <:)

Aye um I decided to post this again but with a little more improvement. Even so I included an silly alt, and who wouldnt be more appropriate to be here than my kot hubby. Thats right babe youre taking the penis enlargement pills again >:3

Hope yall like it <3

Note to self, never take these overalls out in a hot day. Makes the poor panda sweaty and itchy ;p

Have some Howdy butt cleavage mweheh

Even though I love him big and wide at some point he'll need to go "safe for work" hehe.

Bout time I made a safer ref sheet of the red panda.

Be careful wherever you sit or Howdy 's ass will consume you. He will NOT know or feel you were there....

Something I made out of boredom with a special guest @corydingus.bsky.social