Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌

Quick Life Update:-

I'm going back on chemo.

I won't be streaming for a few weeks now, but I'm not giving up.

I know I don't have any right to ask, but if you can, keep the porch light on for me. It might take me a little more time... but I'm coming home.

💜🦑🪐

The bots are using my pickup lines,

Help

The opening to the Skyrim really did set the mood for Skyrim for me too xD

omg absolutely, the swimming, sea - defo summer vibes

ARK MENTIONED

"guided into other games" lmao pleaaaase

Does anyone else have a "seasonal" game?

Like a game that they tend to associate and play in a specific season?

🌼 - Sims 4 (and FFXIV)
☀️ - ARK (and FFXIV)
🍂 - Minecraft (and FFXIV)
❄️ - Dead by Daylight (and... FFXIV)

Surely it's not just me... 👀

#FFXIV #Vtuber #gaming

This is AMAZING CONNIE!

Hey, so drop your Spotify / Youtube music recaps...

I need new artists to discover!

People will be posting their Twitch Recaps and like with most things like this, while it's aimed at making people feel valued and appreciated, It may also do the inverse.

Not being someone's most watched / number 1 is NOT a reflection of you.

You turned up. Keep turning up 💪

It's December now which means my winter emotes are outttt !

I love having seasonal emotes ;_;

Thank you to @triseptimo.bsky.social for always cooking with these emotes!

Winnie said move over I wanna watch @deenialvt.bsky.social

You’ve put into words the feelings I couldn’t describe. Thank you Muda 🥺

🫂

No literally 😂 ‘so I actually can’t come because they’re kicking me out…, could you pass the peas?’ Thank you

My parents asked me to take a step away from the family so they could have time to process, and reconnect with relatives they "had to cut off" when I came out.

They asked me to come to my sisters wedding to meet my new in-laws and just pretend like everythings okay.

I’ll see you in November 🥲

"What's a good name that still has my original name in it? I'm tired of the "Deez Nuts" jokes from DeeNugLife...?"

Well-

This industry is tough, so we have to be tougher.

The video flopped? We try again next week.
No growth in months? We change something.
It worked for them, why not me? Comparison is the thief of joy.

Also, please be kinder to yourself. Dreams take longer than deadlines.

You won't be liked by everyone.

I lost so much of my 20's desperately trying to get the validation of people, who now, I don't even talk to.

The second you place your sense of peace or happiness in someone else's hands, you'll spend your entire life chasing that high.

IMMERSION BREAK

I streamed to ~5 people for years and would never have believed you if you told me that one day I would be celebrating 2 years of being Twitch Partner.

Please don't give up.

Also whoever didn't stop the snapchat filters or bear face, you're a fake friend.

VIOLET 😂😂😂

I've enjoyed living in my drama-free bubble but in an attempt to make new friendships I've tried to engage into "VTuber content" and the ageism in this space is truly daunting.

"Pushing 30 btw"

God forbid you have any interests after you leave your 20's.

How has it been 8 years since I first downloaded OBS?

I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow?

❤️ and ♻️ appreciated

Hi... I'm back 👀

I may be online in a few minutes if anyone's free for a short life update and catch up!

Shoutout to the people who stayed friends with me and didn’t give up on me when I grew quiet and distant.

You didn’t owe me anything and you had your own peace to preserve. But you never shut that door, and on my worst days it was my light at the end of the tunnel.

See you soon 🥹✌️

It's such a weird feeling ringing the bell and going home.

Chemo done. Follow-Up in 3 months.

I've been away for a bitand the worlds kept spinning, so I hope to see you all soon for a good catch up!

📅02Sep2025 - 4pm GMT

(Actual image of me whenever I see any of your posts)

Sorry didn't post here,

I was diagnosed with Renal Cancer.

Surgeries are finished. Chemo is kicking my ass.

I've been reading everyone's messages, be it discord or X.

I don't always have the energy to respond but I genuinely appreciate every message

See you all soon, don't forget about me💜

Will never escape this

a close up of a woman screaming with the words come back below her ALT: a close up of a woman screaming with the words come back below her

LMAOO

a woman says please just give me one more chance while holding her face ALT: a woman says please just give me one more chance while holding her face

PSA:- Please peek in to the stream before you raid👀

The amount of times a raid has happened when someone is at an emotional cutscene or just ended stream...

I'm guilty of just ignoring everything when I'm in a CS but I hate that it will be someones first impression of me.😅