Finally 🥹
Finallly just got my diagnosis document i am
crying sobbing throwing up
its official and i can't be any happier, sadder, angrier, and just aaAAAAA
im just glad i can finally say i have DID without feeling attacked for not having any "proof"
My alts are going through it rn as well lol
05.01.2026 20:38 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
I do care about them..
They helped me so much when I struggled with who I was. With who they were. They helped me realize I wasn't alone in this mind.
They've been with me for as long as I can remember.
I wish they had their own bodies, instead of being stuck with mine.
I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry.
05.12.2025 22:25 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
It's depressing.
Not wanting to die. Its fucking terrifying.
Just needing something to stop hurting for one fucking day.
I hate being seen as someone I'm not.
I know the rest hate me. I know they don't want me to do this to them. Not after everything.
Because if I die, they'll die along with me.
05.12.2025 22:25 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
mm halloween 👹✨
can't be depressed tonight i gotta lock in
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01.11.2025 00:41 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
it sucks to not know who you are in front of the mirror
have you always been there?
am i only delusional?
no
you've always been here
i'm so sorry for denying you all
you've helped me so much during my life
i will never let you guys be mistaken as myself again
we are here and we exist
29.10.2025 17:34 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Words from my psychiatrist:
"You're not faking.
Anyone who does doesn't continue the act when they're alone. Plus, they don't care that they're faking at all.
You're valid. You know your experience better than anyone."
ughha yea im really sensitive about being called fake or unstable its sad hhh
29.10.2025 12:07 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
i also hope we can make amends.
cause i'd like to be friends.
and get things straightened out properly
i don't think you're a bad person at all for becoming defensive over your friend
just has bad judgment and didn't take the time to listen that i myself am a system
and we apologize for before
27.10.2025 16:05 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
i always thought they were a nice person
instead of understanding my side and what exactly was going on with us they think i'm trying to use my system as an excuse to get out of responsibility
which is fucked up to say
we have since healed and learned
a system collapse doesn't make me "crazy"
27.10.2025 16:03 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
got distracted with dnd stuff whoops
proud to be the artist of the party 🫡
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23.10.2025 23:00 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
i knew it lol
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21.10.2025 02:22 — 👍 7 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0
Drawtober Day13/14: Rats/Grave
Anyy Twilight fans 🗿
colored sketches are funs (aka im lazy)
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15.10.2025 04:32 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
I got distracted 🗿👉🏼👈🏼
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14.10.2025 03:53 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Drawtober Day12: Cosmic
Hrmhrm more experimental stuff idk how to feel about this one
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13.10.2025 03:40 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Drawtober Day11: Blood 🗿🥩
shall put a warning anywayys
tested brushes yipee
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12.10.2025 04:08 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
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10.10.2025 03:43 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
YO MAMA 👹🫵
rheheheilyhrhehehe :3 💙
10.10.2025 03:35 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Drawtober Day8/9: Demon/Nightmare
Shhshhh just take it as both days this sketch wasn't supposed to be rendered i just liked it too much ✨
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10.10.2025 02:59 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
Drawtober Day7: Forest 💭
Ngl considering making autumn ych or adopts if I get some interest 👀👀
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07.10.2025 20:59 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
guys how do i label only 1 picture when i tried it put a label on both or is there like no way around it🫠
07.10.2025 02:10 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Mm yes drawtober prompts 👹
started late but shh trust
Drawtober Day6: Drown💭
I got lazy with words whopsi
Warning •Slight gore on 2nd slide!!•
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07.10.2025 02:07 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
Guess who's back 🫥
back for spooky season👹🫵
Gonna post more frequently now yipeee
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06.10.2025 16:17 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
The mass attack i did for artfight aaa
I planned on putting all credits but it didn't fit :[
So Char. Creds to all the artists!!
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07.08.2025 18:20 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Having no internet sucks its beenn 3 months now kms 😀
29.07.2025 14:23 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
Ghoulia :D
I suck at building bgs
planning on a mass attack tho 👀👀
drop your ocs if you'd like!
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17.07.2025 04:38 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Revenge attack!!
decided to start putting character ownership in the drawing yay
already almost done with my 3rd attack rhehehee
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12.07.2025 22:49 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
first attack cause i took an extra week posting all my refs lol
character belongs to Viisceral on Artfight!!
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09.07.2025 16:03 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
ARTFIGHT ARTFIGHT ARTFIGHT ARTFIGHT
im prepared
GUYS IM NOT DEAD I JUST HAVEN'T HAD INTERNET FOR MONTHS IM GOING INSANE
anyway reminder im joining artfight for the first time im so excited! :3
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01.07.2025 04:11 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
nother commission finished 😸👍
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03.05.2025 13:31 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
alley cat 😺
Commission i finished earlier yipee yahoo
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28.04.2025 01:37 — 👍 11 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
hmm i do have a discord actually 🤔
mostly using that for people to see art if they don't have other socials + for dms
but shall consider letting people chat n stuff 👍
(if anyone joins)
23.04.2025 23:35 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
