aldeva

then im take a walk because once i heard "When you think everyone in the world is wrong except for you, it's time to take a long hard look at yourself and do something different" , i reflected on myself and wondering where did im go wrong, turns out everything of me is wrong

not an artist but uh... well... im proud that i can draw what's on my mind, she's cute tho! (atleast for me)

Ayame dayooo

this is what happen if you let me made a book
no, its not about the design
its about "i cant read it neither" lol 😂

another poster design
Perfect Blue? more like perfect despair
anyone watch this anime? how about your thoughts about this anime?

where'd that flame go? //16

did anyone wonder what am i like the most after happiness and money? yes its car and it has to be BRAP BRAP BRAP

where'd that flame go? //15

hey ！
im trying new stuff like illustration design ！
and YESSSSS I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH ！！！

where'd that flame go? //14

life is slowly getting better and i tried 3D in illustrator
and i loved it ！！！

where'd that flame go? //13

you know what? my life is getting so much worse
but unlike the previous time where i tried to control it, this time i'll just let it slide

where'd that flame go? //12

eleventh
i was thinking about my life
so it was a rough time for me before
its like i want to seek out for a help but deep down i knew that i was fーked up and its was too late for seeking out for a help

thank god bless me with his help

where'd that flame go? //11

tenth
the MOST EFFORT design i made
but im NOT proud of how it was made

why? because i think this is suck

where'd that flame go? //10

nineth
did you guys watch marilyn monroe's movies?
they really wholesome ！！！

i wish i can rewatch it again

where'd that flame go? //9

eigtht
so・・・
it was late night, and i was looking for design things in pinterest and found that one design which looks aesthetic for me but when i tried it・・・i screwed it, im sorry my creativity

my mind goes wooo but my skill goes ahh no

where'd that flame go? //8

seventh
i・・・im speechless with how stupid i was in design when i saw this old design

i hate this design

where'd that flame go? //7

sixth one is im trying to brutallism style but ended up with no inspiration, fyi i HATED this design so much

where'd that flame go? //6

fifth one is the most old design i love so far ！！！
the simple, the minimalist, the horror but not horror
ahh what am i even trying to say 😅

fana means "temporal"
so the design is like when someone is trapped into something temporal, its a waste of time

where'd that flame go? //5

fourth design in illustrator
"Rintik Sedu" is a pen name of one of the book writer, and i was like
"oh this is cool, aesthetic lofi ahh vibes" yeah i thought it was cool aight? and until now i still thinks its cool!

where'd that flame go? //4

the third one is im trying to combine photography with minimalist design and trying to figure out illustrator's feature
but honestly, i dont even remember what "varsha ambu puspa" meaning was 😂 i guess i was a aesthetic lofi ahh boy before

where'd that flame go? //3

the second one is dedicated to Adel, which is my second oshi after Azizi in JKT48

where'd that flame go? //2

this poster was made when i was first time trying illustrator

where'd that flame go? //1