kets

now I still need to figure out what happened to my digital camera, I feel like I’m finally waking up from the great slumber (aka seasonal depression) and now things can finally get done

oh fuck yeah, I repaired my favourite analog camera (zenit et), this is a joyous day indeed

let’s see if i’m a good fit for AAA titles… i have doubts, dreading it like hell

And once again—just as every piece has begun to fit together and my world felt more peaceful—everything went to shit.

Somehow I still have my job, but many of my colleagues weren’t so lucky. I was really proud of what we were doing.

had to launch Far Cry 5 *for research* and here I am dreaming about leaving work and replaying it for another couple of days straight

that rare feeling when you propose stuff for the game and it gets listened to and your work is appreciated

A selfie photo made in an elevator mirror. The woman in the photo is dressed all in black.

another day of living my dream

the way things are in the industry doesn’t help me love it, but despite all i do appreciate working in gamedev

Saw Iron Lung yesterday and I honestly think it’s a good game adaptation. I almost screamed of joy when Simon first used the camera, it was so similar of a vibe as when playing the game.

Not a perfect movie by far, but good enough to recommend.

A Bulbasaur funko pop figure—with googly eyes and paper tears glued on—sits on a white desk.

Since I passed my probation period, I thought it’s high time to move Bulbacry to his new home. 😘

I deeply regret that decision

she said—7 months ago—and then proceeded to not book the appointment for the next 6

But I’m finally going to get a tattoo tomorrow!

Got TOW2.

Let the fanart commence.

Though not all can be perfect, I returned to Dead by Daylight, the game that takes the 1st place in the ability to make me absolutely fucking furious.

AND I’M FINALLY INSURED.

New job is going great (I think), a much welcome change after these last few months.

This last year, to be exact.

It included my entire desk and stuff being wrapped up in paper, as well as this beauty:

I had *the* best job send off party today. I couldn't have imagined to find better friends at work and I will miss them so much. They set the bar really high.

Imposter syndrome got me bad right before starting a new job. 🫣

now i gotta test my own bios too??? smh

why hasn’t anybody told me i had “game tester of 5 over years” instead of “over 5 years” in my bio this entire time 💀💀💀

this lil shit (i adore him) comes to lie down with us every morning and demands to be covered by a blanket

the blanket is the integral part of the process

#cats

And here’s the first sculpt, from 7 years ago. Back then I based it on the human bust from Zbrush. Never finished it.

I wanted to make the same character to have sort of a before and after.

Been working on a portfolio piece lately, my first sculpt of a person from scratch—second ever.

I had so much fun making the hair, though I yet have to add lashes. XGen is wonderful to work with, but makes Maya crash so often. 😭

#characterart #3D #forger

Always fun to see how differently people are treating you after you submit your resignation. 🫠

I know getting a job (in gamedev, but not only) is extremely difficult nowadays, but don’t forget you deserve to work in a place where you’ll be respected and appreciated.

I guess it went right lol

2/3 done

Is that the one in your profile pic?

There are some very exciting things ahead of me if everything goes right. There would be a difficult decision to make, but so thrilling.

there are times when weeks on end I’d be seeing nothing but normal-ish stuff on the internet and I say to myself “the internet isn’t that weird after all is it” and then I see the absolute most batshit crazy thing and then I know everything is still in its place in the universe

I hear lots of bullshit statements but the one about wanting to remain a tester being a red flag is def in my top 5 from this year.