lucky!!!

eating so muchhh wtf locking in tomorrow for real for real for real for real this time. im starting to work closing shifts so i can skip dinner which is always the hardest

bought one bag of chips and some alcoholllll yippee

nail polish supposed to arrive on monday 😁

retail has me burning more cals in a 4h shift than 8h in fast food holy moly. prob be different in a restaurant job but yea

i got an iced coffee tho its got vanilla but no cream

hungryyyyy day 1 no candy no snackies literally torture

feeling disabled today :/ rest of the week feels so daunting to get through. i have 3 more days of work, 2 hours of wood stacking, at least one load of laundry, tomorrow i have to shower, and on friday im getting up at 5 for a meeting and have 5.5h of work later. then friends, school, sunday im free

that looks so fucking good omgggggg

painting my nails while doing schoolwork, did not think it through bc typing is hard omg

ya so it shuts itself off haha. 3.3mi

30 more minutes!

already halfway btw i posted this late

walkingggg i wanna hit max time on the pad to see what happens (90 minutes)

i got 2 oh hênrýs still and i feel so bad but i HAVE to ruin them before i eat them

moots/followers pleaseeee dont be shy about adding me on snap! i js wanna have community on a second platform js in case + i can share more personal details on there since its not as public (like my art)

ok changed bio

also have a priv snap now

this is like…. 1 weeks worth. at most.

AND GUESS WHOS EATING THE REST OF THE CHOCOLATES RN im actually tossing them as i write this ive put garbage in there so i cant eat anymore of them

punching/head hitting was how i always harmed myself until i turned about 19. im so sorry you ended up resorting to it in the moment <3

im so grossed out and ashamed guys

oh i wanna add its not tiny twitches its my whole body jerking forward/me flicking my head to the left

i get muscle twitches cause of my meds and i feel like the 2020 tiktok did fakers helppp

yesterday i asked my bf for a kiss and as i leaned in i got nervous or smth and just said “hi” like whatttttt

loveeeee my new job but wow i am rapidly becoming in pain again just from standing that much (only 4h a day)

my mom said i have very manly legs now as a compliment but all i could think was “fat”

copped a walking pad for $50 today hell yeah

had 4 slices of pizza tonight omg but i burned off about 1 over my day so like. ehhhhh its a bit better than it couldve been lol

got called a lady yesterday n today i made guys do double takes in the mens washroom. 👍 idc haha cause i get it i present androgynously (makeup and nails)

feels like smth is stuck in my throat ugh. hopefully not a sign my tonsils are gonna start causing issues