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Day 91 of trying to fix my life

I've been talking to people more and feeling less of a bother recently it's great

Hopefully i can feel better about how i look and sound soon as well

Day 85 of trying to fix my life

going back to my old hs has made me feel all kinds of nostalgia and sadness but i think ive finally brushed away the latter at least by telling myself times as good as those i had in hs will come soon even though they were actually the best years of my life by far

Day 83 of trying to fix my life

tomorrow will be better i think

Day 82 of trying to fix my life

intership starts tomorrow
little worried but i think it'll go well regardless

been managing my meals better recently as well so that's cool

enfin de la vraie musique maintenant il est temps d'écouter ghostholding census designated et LE PLUS IMPORTANT DE TOUS frailty

Day 81 of trying to fix my life

finally settling in in my mind that i have a reason to live
im happy

Day 62 of trying to fix my life

been doing better at ignoring negative thoughts lately let's lock the fuck in

Day 55 of trying to fix my life

felt way better today lock in lock inq

Day 54 of trying to fix my life

Maybe people don't dislike me as much as i thought they did i just need to fix that mindset and suppress behaviour that i feel like makes people hate me lock in

finally some good fucking levels

Day 53 of trying to fix my life

today for the like the 40th day in a row i pussied out of calling for an appointment for hrt gg

2026 goals =}

THE RUPTURE 100%, NEW HARDEST AFTER ALMOST 4 YEARS, 24153 ATTEMPTS WE ARE SO BACK

Day 49 of trying to fix my life

absolutely horrible day mentally and physically i hope tomorrow will be better

Day 48 of trying to fix my life

pretty bad day tbh but had a nice convo with someone and spotify saved my ass this week will be so productive I am so excited

kattrina by sprei
Isotope by DuskerHu

ill call the hospital to get an appointment to start hrt this week, and hopefully i can keep losing weight and focus on uni in a consistent manner

We are actually back

Day 46 of trying to fix my life

two days that went decent in a row this has to be a sign for the most miserable first week of a semester known to man (it simply signifies i have been feeling better)

I think im starting to finally see a future in myself it's great

Day 45 of trying to fix my life

cool day today but i need to transition

Day 43 of trying to fix my life

today i looked at myself in the mirror and i was utterly ashamed of what i look like and spent several hours brainstorming exactly what i hated about my physical appearance so now i know exactly what to do to be able to look at myself without feeling disgust

Day 41 of trying to fix my life

wasn't much more productive but it's alright it's already too late ill do better next semester

Day 40 of trying to fix my life

genuinely miserable day but tomorrow will be better i believe

J'ai réussi

Day 37 of trying to fix my life

I studied a lot today and learned a bit more of finnish pretty good day but i havent slept and i am about to take two exams but ill be fine xd

Day 36 of trying to fix my life

have had a good past 2 days hopefully i can study tomorrow and pass the exams which i much more than before believe i have a shot at doing well at

Day 34 of trying to fix my life

not very productive today but at least it was fine hopefully staying up for the whole night to study

Pk mourir alors que counter strike existe

Day 33 of trying to fix my life

Successfully stuck to over half the goals i set for myself today just need to study a bit more so i can feel like i had a fulfilling day 🤑

I will be more productive tomorrow

Day 32 of trying to fix my life

full of regrets today i hope i feel better soon