Day 85 of trying to fix my life
going back to my old hs has made me feel all kinds of nostalgia and sadness but i think ive finally brushed away the latter at least by telling myself times as good as those i had in hs will come soon even though they were actually the best years of my life by far
Day 83 of trying to fix my life
tomorrow will be better i think
Day 82 of trying to fix my life
intership starts tomorrow
little worried but i think it'll go well regardless
been managing my meals better recently as well so that's cool
enfin de la vraie musique maintenant il est temps d'écouter ghostholding census designated et LE PLUS IMPORTANT DE TOUS frailty
21.02.2026 01:47 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Day 81 of trying to fix my life
finally settling in in my mind that i have a reason to live
im happy
Day 62 of trying to fix my life
been doing better at ignoring negative thoughts lately let's lock the fuck in
Day 55 of trying to fix my life
felt way better today lock in lock inq
Day 54 of trying to fix my life
Maybe people don't dislike me as much as i thought they did i just need to fix that mindset and suppress behaviour that i feel like makes people hate me lock in
finally some good fucking levels
24.01.2026 10:51 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Day 53 of trying to fix my life
today for the like the 40th day in a row i pussied out of calling for an appointment for hrt gg
2026 goals =}
21.01.2026 11:39 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
THE RUPTURE 100%, NEW HARDEST AFTER ALMOST 4 YEARS, 24153 ATTEMPTS WE ARE SO BACK
20.01.2026 20:45 — 👍 12 🔁 3 💬 3 📌 1
Day 49 of trying to fix my life
absolutely horrible day mentally and physically i hope tomorrow will be better
Day 48 of trying to fix my life
pretty bad day tbh but had a nice convo with someone and spotify saved my ass this week will be so productive I am so excited
kattrina by sprei
Isotope by DuskerHu
ill call the hospital to get an appointment to start hrt this week, and hopefully i can keep losing weight and focus on uni in a consistent manner
We are actually back
Day 46 of trying to fix my life
two days that went decent in a row this has to be a sign for the most miserable first week of a semester known to man (it simply signifies i have been feeling better)
I think im starting to finally see a future in myself it's great
Day 45 of trying to fix my life
cool day today but i need to transition
Day 43 of trying to fix my life
today i looked at myself in the mirror and i was utterly ashamed of what i look like and spent several hours brainstorming exactly what i hated about my physical appearance so now i know exactly what to do to be able to look at myself without feeling disgust
Day 41 of trying to fix my life
wasn't much more productive but it's alright it's already too late ill do better next semester
Day 40 of trying to fix my life
genuinely miserable day but tomorrow will be better i believe
J'ai réussi
09.01.2026 14:11 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
Day 37 of trying to fix my life
I studied a lot today and learned a bit more of finnish pretty good day but i havent slept and i am about to take two exams but ill be fine xd
Day 36 of trying to fix my life
have had a good past 2 days hopefully i can study tomorrow and pass the exams which i much more than before believe i have a shot at doing well at
Day 34 of trying to fix my life
not very productive today but at least it was fine hopefully staying up for the whole night to study
Pk mourir alors que counter strike existe
04.01.2026 03:36 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Day 33 of trying to fix my life
Successfully stuck to over half the goals i set for myself today just need to study a bit more so i can feel like i had a fulfilling day 🤑
I will be more productive tomorrow
02.01.2026 01:34 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Day 32 of trying to fix my life
full of regrets today i hope i feel better soon
notice how i said "i will" instead of "i hope to" lock in
01.01.2026 04:17 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0