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atlas | she/they | 30+ | dead_tobeginwith on ao3 and irl
screenshot 1/2 from the fic βseasonsβ by dead_tobeginwith. the text reads: Today, he drivesβ βand chats to his mum. He tells Her about everything and nothing, about the autumn sun and the change in the leaves and the neighborhood cat that looks a bit like TimothΓ©e Chalamet. He shares new recipes and old secrets and tweets that made him laugh, and explains the plot of that book he read and sort of hated, because he knows She'd hate it too. He tells Her about his new job at the record shop on Bethnal Green, the one that was once an ice cream parlor that traded good marks for free scoops. '''S just a few hours a week, like," he says. "'M going back to uni in the fall." He hesitates, then: "Film studies." It's a whisper, wary, even in Her absence, of the subtle pulls of disappointment etched across Her face. In a way, he misses that, too, if only because it would mean She was still here to love him so fiercely that She sometimes got it wrong. Well, I've been afraid of changin' (It's ironic, honestly. After all, it was Her love of cinema that taught him to make stories from the little moments that make up a life) 'Cause I've built my life around you
screenshot 2/2 from the fic βseasonsβ by dead_tobeginwith. the text reads: He tells Her about Zayn's farmhouse and Liam's gallery and Niall's trek through the Dolomites-about the boys She'd never know as men, because your twenties are really just the dollhouse version of adulthood. But time makes you bolder Even children get older He tells Her about Lottie; her job, her boyfriend, her new apartment in Park Slope-how proud he is and how proud She'd be, to know Her little girl found her feet and trod a path toward something great. And I'm getting older too He tells Her about Harry. He tells Her about Harry then, and Harry now, and the infinite Harrys of the future-the hopes and dreams and absolutes, imagining himself in every single moment. Oh, I'm getting older too He tells Her he's ok. He tells Her he's happy. He tells Her he's loved, and that he loves Her too. Because as long as he lives, in a way, so will She.
hbd, seasons π
today, she drives β and talks to her dad ππβ€οΈβπ©Ή
if only my brain would be this creative in my waking hours
25.10.2025 17:02 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0the most emotional banger
25.10.2025 14:39 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0ME TOO
25.10.2025 14:38 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0this week i had a dream that i was in charge of entertaining niall horan and i was so anxious and weird and clumsy and BORING which was bad enough but THEN i took him to the aquarium and he had the audacity to bring all the other boys and i got so distracted that i fell in the tide pool exhibit
25.10.2025 14:38 β π 14 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0*jaunty music plays* β€οΈβπ©Ή
24.10.2025 00:42 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0i will need 3 to 5 business days to recover
23.10.2025 03:35 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0SCREAMING
23.10.2025 03:32 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0still from dakota johnsonβs famous architectural digest home tour. sheβs in a green and white kitchen wearing a navy blazer and white tee, and sheβs reaching behind her to put her hand on one of two comically large bowls of limes
22.10.2025 22:56 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0i canβt explain it but louis claiming to have never heard of avocados until five six seven years ago has the same energy as dakota johnson claiming those were her limes
22.10.2025 19:56 β π 12 π 0 π¬ 2 π 0All I can think about π π€
13.10.2025 17:18 β π 21 π 5 π¬ 0 π 0four era harry styles during the interview where, in response to a question about why he and louis were late, he says βi lost my trousersβ
still from louis tomlinsonβs behind the scenes clip of the making of lemonade. louis is wearing a dark patterned silk shirt over a black top, wide leg black trousers, and pointy black dress shoes.
14.10.2025 18:31 β π 29 π 5 π¬ 3 π 1βLittle bootβ
14.10.2025 16:55 β π 6 π 1 π¬ 2 π 0man louis really said βLETβS GO, LESBIANS!!!!β and i love him for that
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07.10.2025 17:55 β π 41 π 5 π¬ 2 π 0i love whatever the hell is wrong with them
07.10.2025 17:48 β π 46 π 15 π¬ 3 π 6head shot of louis tomlinson from the collar bones up. he has bare shoulders and his peaky blinders haircut, as well as a close shave. heβs staring at the camera and directly into your soul.
head shot of harry styles from the collar bones up. he has bare shoulders and short hair with his voluminous curls flopped forward. heβs staring at the camera and directly into your soul.
me at the museum: :)
the sculpture garden:
fucking bronze
07.10.2025 15:29 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0iβm so grateful that louis invented lemons and lemonade!
29.09.2025 23:25 β π 5 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0and what a gift a million is π€π
(canβt wait for a million and four)
upcoming rolling stone uk cover featuring a black and white picture of louis tomlinson walking away along side a brick building wearing a leather jacket.
easy!!! breezy!!! beautiful!!!!
24.09.2025 16:53 β π 18 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0π
23.09.2025 23:45 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i am!!!!!
22.09.2025 16:40 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0b o n e
22.09.2025 03:11 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0ribbed for his pleasure!
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louis tomlinson in a red polo and jeans gazing into the distance with his signature peaky blinders hair cut
its giving masc gf who lays mad pipe but wouldnβt be caught dead at the home depot
17.09.2025 07:15 β π 12 π 1 π¬ 3 π 1harry styles standing in front of a burning house looking over his shoulder with a cheeky grin. heβs wearing a pale yellow, black, and peach plaid blazer and matching face mask with a purple boa
A TASTE IS ALL I NEED, SOMEONE SAID
SOMEONE! SAID!
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