Me if I had attempted it... going to sleep now.
22.09.2025 03:48 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0@supernaturalov.bsky.social
On my #weightlossjourney after #gastricsleeve surgery in october 2023. Moved from #ArizonatoMaine in April 2025. I have #borderlinepersonalitydisorder not Bipolar.
Well, I was gonna post some pictures or something with meaning on here since I haven't in 3 months... I decided it takes too much work for midnight. So this is what I've got in me for now. #tired #midnight #randomposting
22.09.2025 03:46 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I was 5 when it happened. I only remember seeing the South Tower being hit that day. I am honestly surprised I remember that.
12.09.2025 04:13 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0These posts gave information about what happened on the day I had never learned about. In school, you learn about the north and south towers being hit and collapsing and that the Pentagon was hit, and that is it. If you even learn about the Pentagon.
12.09.2025 04:13 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0The post was on Instagram, not here... Oops, but still, my statement stands
12.09.2025 04:07 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0It was different today, though. Watching the video posted here with the calls to loved ones saying goodbye. The panic coming from the ones inside the tower. I don't think I ever had heard it before. That really hit me hard. That was rough. Being an adult watching the videos is a lot different.
12.09.2025 04:06 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I was barely 5 years old watching it happen on the news. I don't think I understood what was happening. I don't think I realized it was real even years later. Learning about it every year in school. I hadn't even watched the footage since I was a preteen till today.
12.09.2025 04:06 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Well, I thought I was using alt text in here, but i am apparently not(must of been another social media i had been doing it)... I just updated my settings to require it now. Wish I could go back and add it to my old posts, though, because I would.
16.07.2025 11:00 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I love this. Reminds me of my snow.
20.06.2025 06:25 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Every time I start to feel like things are going back to normal for me, something causes me to go back again. From #falls #mentalhealth and #physicalsickness I just can't catch a break lately... it is also #3am and I am not sleeping due to these issues. #ugg
15.06.2025 06:50 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Also I know this is the opposite of the pink tax which is why i find it odd.
07.06.2025 19:46 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Ok, I know the #pinktax is 100% real... i just have to ask though, why is my husband's razor blades so much higher then mine? I mean this just doesnt make sense to me. #Billie #Gillette #Razorblades #makeitmakesense #notcomplaining
07.06.2025 19:44 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Well we gave our #cats there bag of cat nip toys today from our move... now we have a hallway full of cats and cat toys. They also are high from the #Catnip but happy.
05.06.2025 04:05 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0My #borderlinepersonalitydisorder people, did you know this? I have had #sensoryissues for so long(though I didn't realize they were that). A conversation with my #Mil made me look up if there was a connection, and there is. #Mentalhealth. I just find it strange how many symptoms go untold to us.
05.06.2025 03:59 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0And here is a few rare to Blue sky pictures of me from before and after. Yes I wore #black to pride, we just moved and I love lost over 100lbs since my last pride so I didnt have any rainbow other then my scrunchy i had on my wrist.
02.06.2025 09:44 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Went to #Watervilleme #pride yesterday and had a good time. Here are just a few pictures I took after it but still from it in a way. #Happypridemonth
02.06.2025 09:44 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I hope the inpatient visit helped you, but I am sorry you had to go... I went 1 time, and I really don't want to ever go back... Thats when they diagnosed me as Bipolar...Hope things are going better now.
02.06.2025 09:33 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0We have a high below 60Β° #Fahrenheit here in #Maine most days, so our #cats are absolutely loving this heated mat in their tent. Will have to get them to use it as a #tent at some point. We just moved it to the #livingroom where we mostly stay, though. So it may be a bit.
21.05.2025 11:29 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Well, I have #concussion and a #bonebruise, so I will be down for a while. I was just starting to walk a few day a week. #badfall #iguessiamlucky #couldhavebeenworse #injury
20.05.2025 20:49 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I #walkeditoff as I had no pain after just slight bruising. I believe i may have been in shock at that moment and may have been more hurt than I initially thought. You shouldn't always walk it off, sometimes you need medical care. #badparenting #badfall #shouldhavegottenhelp #mymomtaughtmethis #er
20.05.2025 18:28 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Parents/future parents... If I have one thing to advise from being a #daughter (not from being a mother myself). I would say dont be a "walk it off" parent. I have for my whole just walked it off for anything medical, even in adulthood. Now, here i am 6 days after I fell down my apartments stairs.
20.05.2025 18:28 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Well, it's 12:30am here in #Maine, and I am in so much #Pain. I have had a #Toothache since friday, it's 2 day till my #Aimovig is due so I am having extra and rough #Migraines and then today I fell about halfway down out apartments stairs. I am all #bruised and #scratched up on my legs. #donewithit
15.05.2025 04:52 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I am glad you found out in a few sessions and gave a good psychiatrist you trust. The one who diagnosed me i trusted, but they wouldn't let me stay with him as he was just helping, and I had been assigned another(i didn't care for her either in the first place).... Thank you for sharing
13.05.2025 15:57 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I have been told they can be comorbid. They took away the Bipolar diagnosis but kept the anxiety and depression. I had found out about bpd, maybe a year or two before, and thought maybe my sister had it. Turns out we both do... Thank you for sharing as well.
13.05.2025 15:53 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Does anyone else with #borderlinepersonalitydisorder not remember a time where they didnt have symptoms of it. I mean for as far back as I remember I hadn't been able to control my emotions. As a young kid, i had suicidal thoughts. #Anxiety is just natural to me. #mentalhealth
13.05.2025 06:32 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Was diagnosed in #August2024 at 27. It took 11 years. It was #Anxiety, then they added #Depression, Then I was #Bipolar. I got lucky to get a #psychiatrist in between appointments when I really needed help that actually listened to me about how my emotions were and said thats #Bpd.
13.05.2025 06:22 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I want to know. My fellow #borderlinepersonalitydisorder people, how old were you when you got your diagnoses? How long did it take you to get to this diagnosis? We're you diagnosed with other #mentalhealth first? I will leave my answers below for you. Answer if you'd like or don't. #Questions #Bpd
13.05.2025 06:15 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 4 π 0I had heard many people talk about #bpdeyes and debate if they are #realornot. I am still pretty newly #diagnosed so I decided to look into it myself. I exhibit 3 of the ones #GoogleAI mentions. Especially the #Avertedgaze. I wish I had known these were usually cause by #bpd years ago.
11.05.2025 08:54 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Well, it's 4:45am (about) here in #Maine. I woke up around 3am in pain again. I really need to get these 2 #rootcanals done. Finding a #endodontist that takes #mainecare and #bcbsanthem is extremely hard. It's not like I am not willing to travel to see one at this point. I just need #painrelief
11.05.2025 08:47 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I just found out that #May is #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness month. I figured this goes along with #mentalhealthawarness for the month of May, but it's still a good start. To bad it will always be overshadowed by other #Mayawarnessissues.
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