Rina

my boss just texted me at 8pm to check on me and offer me tomorrow off because she knows how crap i feel. i adore that woman. the hugest weight just fell off of me holy hell.

when your 82 year old uncle wants to know who he just watched on j-melo and all he can tell you is it was a group of girls...how...am i...supposed to know?? i love japanese music but i am not psychic. 🙃

i hate making phone calls. i hate making phone calls to set up medical appointments the most. i just made two. i am at my limit. i need a pillow to burrow into.

Friends, if I may,

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Announcement Regarding KAT-TUN

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so now that i've had the flu and a really bad spiral with my liver disease...can things mellow out for a bit? so far this year has been nothing but struggle and sleep.

what if we all screamed all at once, at the same time, would that be anything, would it fix anything, could we direct our screams, could they join together and gain life and do our bidding y/n

Bird! A blue jay. Sitting on a bent branch of a dogwood tree, the branch mounded with snow, the dappling of late day sunlight behind. The blue jay is in the left of frame, facing right, its tuft slicked back and catching the golden light. In its mouth -- er, it's beak, is the beak its mouth, or is the mouth inside the beak okay never mind whatever -- IN THE BEAK is a peanut. A treasure. A prize. A little snack. The blue jay looks quite pleased at what it is found in the snow -- taken before a squirrel could get it. Photo by me, Chuck Wendig

ANYWAY, sorry, here's a bird. Pause and regard the bird. The bird is happy, for the bird has found a peanut. May we all find the small joy of finding a tasty snack today.

(photo by me)

Dia 148

-2012-

#TheGazettE #Uruha #VisualKei #Vkei

god, i love the block button. makes me all warm and tingly inside sometimes.

no you cannot come into my space and call me names because you have a different opinion than me. i'm too old for that shit. goodbye.

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i...can't play this. it's so bad on so many levels. i got almost done with toy box and my brain was just like STOP. NO MORE. i hate the controls. i hate the empty worlds, the cringy dialogue, the million movie length cut scenes. it's all SO BAD. no wonder i blocked it out. ugh.

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i restarted kh3 last night because i don't remember /anything/ about it. well, aside from the cheesy dialogue. but it's a really nice brain distraction regardless. still not as fun as the first two. everything is better with final fantasy characters.

you know what's the best part about fandom... the love. excitement. joy. all over these stories, these blorbos. even for people in fandoms i don't know a thing about, even when i actively dislike the media in question! seeing people passionate about stories makes me so happy and hopeful.

my cat was stashing 17 milk rings in the bathroom. collect what you love, i always say.

after yesterday's random sickness and leaving work early, i'm actually feeling a bit better. i know i slept at least 5 hours. after work today i gotta get some blood work done, then it's 3 days off. maybe i'll do more than just /look/ at my laundry.

i don't actually know if i slept at all. the struggle is so real.

Happy Caturday 😽🤍

i just cannot with this man. (i say for the millionth time over the course of 20 years.)

on the bright side, i've only got about an hour and 15 left of work. (i'm milking my break right now since no one is around.)

Jin Akanishi with eyes closed leaning back in a chair and stretching.

current mood:

i think that just comes with age and life in general. like, i'm 40, but my inner fangirl will never die. so i'm with you. we deserve to see our pretty boys around.

My outrage has chronic fatigue syndrome.

things i need to do today:

- work on laundry
- pay bills
- cook polish sausage pasta

what i will likely do:

- nap after work
- pay bills
- eat cheese for dinner

😐

the salted caramel seems to be working. am i just over chocolate? so many questions. my taste buds are weird.

fuck roses i want a sword

it's pretty much guaranteed that after 5pm each day the only thing my brain is capable of doing is watching gaming streams/videos. just turn reality off. i don't want it.

🐈‍⬛🤍.