Sadnova

this is like the only place where i can vent to people but at the same time feel like nobody will see

im just a burden and an insufferable asshole that doesn’t deserve to be cared about

literally everything ALWAYS goes wrong

all i do is play geometry dash yet im still horrible at it, proving that im a failure and should just kms

if i knew 100% that i would succeed in my first suicide attempt then i would do it without hesitation
i dont wanna fail and then be sent back to a mental hospital

never have i ever been cared about
never have i ever been the reason someone smiled
never have i ever wished for something more than to die

I'm the warmest! :3

this account is pointless now

i need to so badly

when should i kms

literally all i needed to be happy was to be good at gd and i wouldnt be suicidal almost at all because id actually be good at something im passionate about

but fucking no of course not i cant be good at fucking anything that i want to be good at

i love how literally no medication ive tried has helped with my depression and adhd

He is just a silly cat :3

i love myself so much

oooh

who is though fren

things i look forward to the most in life:

meeting up with cherry
living with astey
or instead of those, just fucking dying lol i want that more than anything

nvm they still on twt, you know where

from now on, all family vents are on here

cant wait to get the FUCK away from my family

YAAAAY HORNY

I'm the strongest lion :3

ill never forgive myself

this is my thought process behind this: how is medication supposed to help me
its not like its gonna make all of my problems go away

forgiving myself is never an option

they dont help

i have many reasons

i wont make any mistakes dw unless killing myself is a mistake

im not