nosecrinkle

can't believe how much it means to me to get all these tumblr notes on my stuff

i keep wanting to respond to them and tell them i can do better, i promise

i think i need to admit to myself that i'm more into age play than i thought

oh 🥺

i'm starting an internship in the morning and my body is freaking the fuck out about it

granted, it's been a long time since i started watching, but i was reading through the episode summaries of 911 on wikipedia, and the arcs i remember happening over the course of several seasons, happen in the span of like 10 episodes. that show has been crazy since the beginning.

i really wanted my first bucktommy on ao3 to be a long(er) one, but i'm glad i got one on there at all. the next one will (probably) be puppy play, which is currently at 6.5k, so that's already an improvement from the first (hopefully)

i love that his socks are still on

500 hits in ONE day?? hello??

popped my bucktommy ao3 cherry, please be nice to me 😭

archiveofourown.org/works/79537276

i'm such a perfectionist when it comes to ao3. been working on a ficlet for tumblr for two days, but it's reaching a length that i consider ao3 length, but i don't wanna post it on ao3, because i didn't write it with the /intention/ of putting it on ao3, so the quality isn't good enough :)

watched 911 s9e7. i'd seen summaries and gifs, but didn't see anyone talk about how gross it was? objectively disgusting what that couple did to buck

i wrote a little thing on tumblr and seeing it get notes is almost a bit emotional. i'm not used to being someone in fandom spaces anymore. i'm used to being a lurker, not someone anyone pays attention to

why did i just see a cinematic trailer for a fic on tiktok

oh thank fuck, i finally know what those things are called. been searching for MONTHS

every day i go on ao3 and every day i see people with cooler screen names than me

🫂

over the last few years, i've been mourning the snowy winters of my childhood, thinking maybe that's a thing of the past. fast forward to now and it won't. stop. snowing. please, i need it to stop.

not me sobbing over an it's always sunny in philadelphia character study on tumblr dot com

saw someone joke about how a new hyperfixation usually acts as dissociation from the horrors. while funny, it would explain why my brain has been flipping through my fandoms like a rolodex lately

i know i'm a good writer and i'm confident in my skills most of the time, but every once in a while, i come across stucky fics that make me wonder why i even try

(it's always stucky)

i love the idea of steve and bucky learning about gender stuff in the future, and one particular thing makes them go OH!! and look at each other. idk what and who yet, but one of them has got to have something going on

big same

hey so insomnia will not only make you lose touch with reality, it will also make you depressed :)

i am SAT

this feels like such an oversight, but since i've been reading dispatch/flambae fics, it's dawned on me just how sensual and erotic it is to have a partner who can turn themselves warm at will. in hindsight it's so obvious, but for some reason it didn't click – and i've read spideytorch

fascinating how hard it is to commit to a movie, but how easily i jump on 3 hour youtube videos every other day

watched "resisiting roots" (2022) and "nightshade" (2022) back to back today. i love you, lou, but i'm never doing that again

when the hyperfixation hits, but without direction, so you sit there vibrating, thinking about the Character, with nowhere to go

you are STELLAR at leather and latex, just unbelievably good

i wrote a little puppy play bucktommy thing on tumblr. i got some really nice tags in the reblogs and started writing a full length fic. it's crazy what a little feedback can do.

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