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15.11.2025 22:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Post by @ajaxbell ยท 1 video ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0ย ย ๐Ÿ” 0ย ย โค๏ธ 0ย ยทย If Cheng Lei wants to parlay all those cdrama bath scenes into skincare advertising I don't think anyone is going to complain about his arms getting more screen time.

Especially for @clementessa.bsky.social Whatever Cheng Lei is selling I'm in line to buy...

11.11.2025 03:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a rally car is driving down a dirt road with a w2c logo in the corner Alt: a rally car is driving down a dirt road

me when i hear cheng lei

11.11.2025 03:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
cheng lei showin off face card, small waist, and long legs to promote a brand partner ๅŠไบฉ่Šฑ็”ฐ

photos taken by his studio

cheng lei showin off face card, small waist, and long legs to promote a brand partner ๅŠไบฉ่Šฑ็”ฐ photos taken by his studio

cheng lei in a baby pink shirt holding a black umbrella in the rain

cute af

cheng lei in a baby pink shirt holding a black umbrella in the rain cute af

pretty in pink cheng lei

#cdrama

09.11.2025 21:29 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
werewolf on its knees howling

werewolf on its knees howling

on my knees rn

08.11.2025 02:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
yushuxin and heyu smouldering in promo photos for speed and love

yushuxin and heyu smouldering in promo photos for speed and love

yushuxin and heyu in promo photos for speed and love

yushuxin slaying that white tank top jfc

yushuxin and heyu in promo photos for speed and love yushuxin slaying that white tank top jfc

my jaw dropped so hard my TMJ acted up

worth it tho bc yu shuxin is a GODDESS

#cdrama

07.11.2025 23:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
cheng lei lookin like a snacccc in his republican army uniform on the set of the lament of autumn

cheng lei lookin like a snacccc in his republican army uniform on the set of the lament of autumn

the lament of autumn first poster with cheng lei and xu ruohan nailing their chars' possessive lone wolf x innocent rabbit dynamic

the lament of autumn first poster with cheng lei and xu ruohan nailing their chars' possessive lone wolf x innocent rabbit dynamic

cheng lei and xu ruohan in bts pics looking so purdy goddamn

cheng lei and xu ruohan in bts pics looking so purdy goddamn

oh my god possessive red flag republican era cheng lei

#thelamentofautumn #cdrama

31.10.2025 20:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A preview for the fic โ€œgraffiti heartsโ€ by Clementessa.

She's staring at the blank page. She thinks about picking up the crayon but her hand doesn't move. Even worse, her hand does the opposite. It pushes against the desk, shoving her back so hard, her chair screeches against the wood floor.

Miss Eliza stops mid-sentence and stares at her. "Aerith?"

Aerith looks back at her. Realizes everyone is staring at her.

And thenโ€”she runs.

A preview for the fic โ€œgraffiti heartsโ€ by Clementessa. She's staring at the blank page. She thinks about picking up the crayon but her hand doesn't move. Even worse, her hand does the opposite. It pushes against the desk, shoving her back so hard, her chair screeches against the wood floor. Miss Eliza stops mid-sentence and stares at her. "Aerith?" Aerith looks back at her. Realizes everyone is staring at her. And thenโ€”she runs.

๐ŸŒทClementessaโ€™s Preview!โœจ

Weโ€™re excited to share this snippet of @clementessa.bsky.socialโ€™s fic for the zine! Her beautiful work is featured in the Childhood sectionโ€”and you can read the full thing by preordering!

27.10.2025 02:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I give Wikipedia money because I value it and to spite the tech bros

29.09.2025 21:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 170    ๐Ÿ” 25    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
bluff thoroughly called, cheng ao and zeng dalun leave the dinner grimly

meanwhile, i'm sitting on my couch losing my goddamn MIND

bluff thoroughly called, cheng ao and zeng dalun leave the dinner grimly meanwhile, i'm sitting on my couch losing my goddamn MIND

the tension is palpable, the acting incredible, the directing tight, the costumes lush, the sets immaculate

this is Cinemaโ„ข

20.09.2025 00:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
zhen dalun played by zhou chengao is the normally grinning troublemaker. here, he's goading his political rival, and apologizes to him by stabbing a chopstick into his hand

stone cold

zhen dalun played by zhou chengao is the normally grinning troublemaker. here, he's goading his political rival, and apologizes to him by stabbing a chopstick into his hand stone cold

shen yiqun played by Zheng Zhong Yu is the normally sweet-talking, simpering politician who rightfully tries to put dalun in his place

shen yiqun played by Zheng Zhong Yu is the normally sweet-talking, simpering politician who rightfully tries to put dalun in his place

cheng ao calmly placing one of the guns to his head like a BAMF

cheng ao calmly placing one of the guns to his head like a BAMF

adopted bro is unhinged, goading his political rival into killing him

the politician, usually grinning, simpering, and bribing his way to victory, is uncharacteristically grim and more than happy to oblige him

meanwhile, cheng ao is cool as a cucumber, calling his bluff to protect his lil bro

20.09.2025 00:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
cheng ao (played to silky smooth perfection by cheng lei) sitting at a dinner with his adopted bro (who has two guns pointed at his head) courtesy of his political rival and cheng ao's politician bff

cheng ao (played to silky smooth perfection by cheng lei) sitting at a dinner with his adopted bro (who has two guns pointed at his head) courtesy of his political rival and cheng ao's politician bff

ok so i'm watching #footprintsofchange solely for #chenglei but damn is this republican #cdrama genuinely gripping

this scene with CL's char cheng ao, his adopted bro, and his politician bff in particular is a fucking stand out, acted beautifully + anchored by complex dynamics b/w all of em

20.09.2025 00:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
#ChengLei in #ShadowLove

#ChengLei in #ShadowLove

It's really fun watching how #ChengLei acting changes depending on which character he is embodying. Prince Annan has a whole different aura. #ShadowLove #cdrama

14.09.2025 23:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

YESSSSSSSSS this is the moment i knew this was going to be a hilariously campy ride ๐Ÿ˜‚

13.09.2025 06:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
cheng lei as duan ao deng from #shadowlove in a luscious dark embroidered robes and looking perhaps as fine as he's ever been

cheng lei as duan ao deng from #shadowlove in a luscious dark embroidered robes and looking perhaps as fine as he's ever been

~dark romance~ baby girl

#cdrama #chenglei #shadowlove

12.09.2025 22:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
cheng lei as jin'an in #shadowlove lounging casually in blue robes in a carriage looking cute and sassy

cheng lei as jin'an in #shadowlove lounging casually in blue robes in a carriage looking cute and sassy

baby girl

#cdrama #chenglei #shadowlove

12.09.2025 22:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I see cheng lei, I click

11.09.2025 14:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
jin'an/li shuang beginning era

jin'an/li shuang beginning era

man in black/li shuang era babyyyyyyy

man in black/li shuang era babyyyyyyy

DAD backs li shuang into the corner

the BEST era, DAD arc still has me in a chokehold

DAD backs li shuang into the corner the BEST era, DAD arc still has me in a chokehold

jin'an and li shuang walk off hand in hand

jin'an and li shuang walk off hand in hand

two beautiful character arcs entwining as star-crossed lovers

and in the end, they choose to shed their identities as general li and prince annan, respectively, and live a simple life on their own terms

together โค๏ธ

romance-writing at it's finest... just don't think abt the plot too hard ๐Ÿ˜†

11.09.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
li shuang looked poised and regal AF as she barters with DAD for rations for her fellow imprisoned soldiers

she was runnign circles around him ISTG

li shuang looked poised and regal AF as she barters with DAD for rations for her fellow imprisoned soldiers she was runnign circles around him ISTG

li shuang is as overtly womanly as we've seen her, but the softness that she repressed at the beginning of the show is now her strength

the love she shared with jin'an overcomes DAD's amnesia
her cleverness keeps her alive during her interactions witht he empress dowager
her delicate frame withstands incredible torture

li shuang is as overtly womanly as we've seen her, but the softness that she repressed at the beginning of the show is now her strength the love she shared with jin'an overcomes DAD's amnesia her cleverness keeps her alive during her interactions witht he empress dowager her delicate frame withstands incredible torture

so it feels earned that after being so physically tough for her whole life, we see that it's when she's heartbroken, beaten down, and the softest/girliest we've ever seen her, that she's also the toughest and more mentally resilient she's ever been, running circles around DAD

11.09.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
li shuang says "give us the best rooms" AKA learned from jin'an that it's ok to treat yo self

li shuang says "give us the best rooms" AKA learned from jin'an that it's ok to treat yo self

li shuang letting loose after the drinking competition, being pulled to dance by the villagers

li shuang letting loose after the drinking competition, being pulled to dance by the villagers

li shuang's papa encourages her to follow her heart and go after jin'an

(HER PAPA WAS THE BEST I CRIED)

li shuang's papa encourages her to follow her heart and go after jin'an (HER PAPA WAS THE BEST I CRIED)

similarly, li shuang's arc of being the historical version of the perfect strong career woman, and then gradually letting herself be flawed (esp with her lil bro), and a little girly feels relatable

seeing her finally be selfish and accept that her dad's love was without strings was incredible

11.09.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
li shuang asks if DAD would like to stay with his brother. he replies "have you forgotten? I'm jin'an."

li shuang asks if DAD would like to stay with his brother. he replies "have you forgotten? I'm jin'an."

so it's fitting that once all of his jin'an memories return, DAD chooses to shed all of his royal, violent trappings and follow his heart

11.09.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
DAD looking emotional AF as he realizes his brother is still alive!!!

DAD looking emotional AF as he realizes his brother is still alive!!!

DAD came to save the emperor in ep 1, even though he was actively at war. they laid the groundwork for his loyalty and dedication very early

DAD came to save the emperor in ep 1, even though he was actively at war. they laid the groundwork for his loyalty and dedication very early

even from ep 1, the writers made it clear that DAD, ruthless as he is, is loyal and protective to a fault. 

the emperor, getting jade linglong'd, exclaims to his consort that "aodeng will never let you go" for hurting him

even from ep 1, the writers made it clear that DAD, ruthless as he is, is loyal and protective to a fault. the emperor, getting jade linglong'd, exclaims to his consort that "aodeng will never let you go" for hurting him

duan aodeng: "Lucheng grows such fine fruit. Then I'll have to cross the valley and take Lucheng"  *throws the grape across the room like a DIVA*

duan aodeng: "Lucheng grows such fine fruit. Then I'll have to cross the valley and take Lucheng" *throws the grape across the room like a DIVA*

we see it also in DAD's undying love and loyalty for his older brother, the emperor.

DAD's diva antics were also foreshadowed with jin'an's high food and clothing standards and the fact that DAD invaded lucheng bc he was impressed by those yummy grapes ๐Ÿ˜‚

11.09.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
li shuang tastes the medicine and realizes it's sweet. DAD put in honey, just like jin'an did

li shuang tastes the medicine and realizes it's sweet. DAD put in honey, just like jin'an did

DAD with a very jin'an smile

cheng lei just killing it out here

DAD with a very jin'an smile cheng lei just killing it out here

jin'an feeding li shuang medicine and putting in honey

CRYING i miss this era

jin'an feeding li shuang medicine and putting in honey CRYING i miss this era

jin'an's puppy dog smile

jin'an's puppy dog smile

meanwhile, jin'an is DAD's soft center, his true self beneath that protective exterior. we see it in the way he sneaks honey into li shuang's medicine and makes sure she eats, in the way he plays the qin and sneaks her candy and falls through the roof for her (LMAO)

11.09.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
duan aodeng in his badass armor and diva mask, wielding his giant fucking sword into battle

duan aodeng in his badass armor and diva mask, wielding his giant fucking sword into battle

duan aodeng smothered in layers of robes, and slutty leather gloves. he's practically drowning in it--anything and everything to keep his inner puppy dog under wraps

oh i could talk about the costumign for DAYS

duan aodeng smothered in layers of robes, and slutty leather gloves. he's practically drowning in it--anything and everything to keep his inner puppy dog under wraps oh i could talk about the costumign for DAYS

the man in black facing an army. the parallels in costuming to DAD (mask, head to toe in armor, leather gloves) are intentional

the man in black facing an army. the parallels in costuming to DAD (mask, head to toe in armor, leather gloves) are intentional

this show's strength is in the character arcs and relationships

i love what they did with jin'an/duan aodeng. in hindsight, jin'an and the man in black are just different sides of duan aodeng. man in black is the protective, ruthless, hyperviolent shell that DAD developed from growing up as a royal

11.09.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
jin'an and li shuang about to SMOOCH

jin'an and li shuang about to SMOOCH

jin'an and li shuang smooching, having thoroughly earned their happy ending

jin'an and li shuang smooching, having thoroughly earned their happy ending

and one last excellent kiss for good measure. god, fanservice is so good when I'M the one being personally serviced ๐Ÿ˜‚

11.09.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
jin'an sits next to li shuang like the puppy he is, begging for a kiss

jin'an sits next to li shuang like the puppy he is, begging for a kiss

li shuang refuses his request for a kiss, citing the children playing nearby but jin'an crowds her, insisting, "they can't see us."

li shuang refuses his request for a kiss, citing the children playing nearby but jin'an crowds her, insisting, "they can't see us."

jin'an even tries to sneak a kiss which li shuang blocks deftly with her fan, hiding a grin

jin'an even tries to sneak a kiss which li shuang blocks deftly with her fan, hiding a grin

spoilers for the ending of #shadowlove #cdrama
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best HEA EVER

a satisfying end for all characters and our main leads' sweet and easy chemistry is BACK and on full display

i swear this scene is an ad lib, it's so funny and natural

11.09.2025 03:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Omg It's been such a delight to watch and track their microexpressions and see the waves of emotions the characters are experiencing. It's so real!!

09.09.2025 02:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ooo what do you think abt when fate brings the demon?

08.09.2025 03:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

yesssss it's fanservice at it's finest!!

honestly, ffwd or even jump ahead to eps 25-26 or something!! that's when the show really takes off, imo. i mean, you do get the most of it when you watch it as a whole, but i also feel like this arc would be worth watching even standalone

08.09.2025 03:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

oh, no worries, you don't sound crass at all! just wondering what you meant by your comment is all ๐Ÿ˜Š

i think the show works best with binging bc you don't think abt all the plot holes and lack of logic and instead enjoy the romance or cheng lei shirtless ๐Ÿ˜‚

08.09.2025 02:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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