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iron man scholar + body horror experiencer. dove wetworker. kiyaar on ao3. they/them ygmah: https://discord.gg/stevetony tumblr: kiyaar.tumblr.com latest fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/58562536

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this used to be my fave holiday but now I spend every single minute preoccupied w survival and how to meet my basic needs. neat

31.10.2025 19:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This country has stricter requirements for getting food aid than for being able to starting a fucking war

31.10.2025 16:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 542    ๐Ÿ” 183    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 3

my gp did this and wanted 2000 dollars a month. lmfao

27.10.2025 15:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

depressed from being depressed

24.10.2025 20:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 63    ๐Ÿ” 10    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

you have to stay alive if you wanna stick it to the govt you have to stay alive if you wanna stick it to the you have to stay alive if you wanna stick it to the you have to stay alive if you wanna stick it to the govt you have to stay alive if you wanna stick it to the govt you have to stay alive if

24.10.2025 18:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

morale is pretty low huh

22.10.2025 23:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
promo banner of steve rogers and snowflakes, with text: hey avenger! get your COOL community gifts prompts in!

promo banner of steve rogers and snowflakes, with text: hey avenger! get your COOL community gifts prompts in!

DAWN OF THE FINAL 72 HOURS! ๐Ÿ‘ป๐Ÿ‘ป๐Ÿ‘ป

you only have 3 days left to get your prompts in for #stevetony #cap-im community gifts this year!! submit your freakish, your fluff, your snow-dazzling fun here:

forms.gle/1M8GYwRnu311...

22.10.2025 01:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

in a fear spiral about the ACA

21.10.2025 03:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

yeah!! I have been able to climb w randos far easier and I think the people who queue w one other person. knowing they will have to perform. have a different ethos and are overall more skilled

20.10.2025 21:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

try duos! ive been getting much more skilled players and itโ€™s a lot less frustrating imo

20.10.2025 21:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Reblog by @lightsonparkave ยท 7 images ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0ย ย ๐Ÿ” 790ย ย โค๏ธ 1306ย ยทย This entire comic was just one big gigantic emotional roller coaster

Prompt 9/18: Mirroring scenes of 616 Steve and Tony training during the early halcyon days and the two fighting each other in the destroyed mansion during Civil War www.tumblr.com/lightsonpark...

17.10.2025 22:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

a level of fatigue that feels closer to death than to life

16.10.2025 01:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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inspired by #TonyStark 's #2nddrinkingarc and a classic ad by Rolf Harder, I made this gift for @phoenixmetaphor.bsky.social for the #Marvel616 Steve/Tony discord's stocking exchange

#marvelfanart #fanart #ironman #marvel #ironmanfanart #tonystarkfanart

19.03.2025 15:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 19    ๐Ÿ” 9    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A photograph from the 1988 ACT UP demonstration outside the FDA. Many people are participating in a die-in on the front steps, holding mock tombstones with messages like "RIP - killed by the FDA" and "Dead from lack of drugs." A line of police officers (some with classic 80s mustaches) wearing riot helmets stands between them and the building; one cop wearing white gloves is walking through the demonstrators. Affixed to the 2nd story windows of the building is a series of posters and a large blank banner reading Silence = Death.

A photograph from the 1988 ACT UP demonstration outside the FDA. Many people are participating in a die-in on the front steps, holding mock tombstones with messages like "RIP - killed by the FDA" and "Dead from lack of drugs." A line of police officers (some with classic 80s mustaches) wearing riot helmets stands between them and the building; one cop wearing white gloves is walking through the demonstrators. Affixed to the 2nd story windows of the building is a series of posters and a large blank banner reading Silence = Death.

This week in 1988: 1,000+ ACT UP demonstrators shut down the FDA headquarters, demanding (and eventually winning) action on developing HIV/AIDS treatments. ACT UP's militant and creative actions always included powerful visual artwork, and paved the way for movements in the decades to come.

12.10.2025 16:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2372    ๐Ÿ” 1002    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 18    ๐Ÿ“Œ 32
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Yellow Legal Pad (Undated) | Carta Monir Get more from Carta Monir on Patreon

I posted the full short story I wrote for Michelle Tea's SLUTS anthology last year free on my patreon. CW sex, death, pain

www.patreon.com/posts/140958...

11.10.2025 06:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 68    ๐Ÿ” 25    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
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Cap-IM Reverse Big Bang 2025: Team Quinjet Title: Eat Your Heart out Artist: Lord ExLady Gigi Writer: starvels Universe: Ultimates (6160) Rating: Explicit Work Warnings: Transphobia Mentions, Past Child Abuse, Monster Sex Fic Wordcount:.....

๐Ÿ’Check out one of our #stevetony amazing 2025 #Cap-IM Reverse Bangs works ๐ŸŽ‰ cap-ironman.tumblr.com/post/7971442... Stop by and give the creators a lot of love! ๐ŸŽŠ

11.10.2025 21:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

October slide has me horizontal

11.10.2025 18:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€œDonโ€™t trust the voices after 9pmโ€ is prob one of the better bits of advice Iโ€™ve heard

09.10.2025 04:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 275    ๐Ÿ” 72    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 12    ๐Ÿ“Œ 3
gouache landscape painting of rain clouds, lights and trees

gouache landscape painting of rain clouds, lights and trees

dark

09.10.2025 01:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 134    ๐Ÿ” 30    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Advisory Committee Fund

Advisory Committee Fund

Hans Bellmer, The Machine-Gunneress in a State of Grace, 1937
https://botfrens.com/collections/14377/contents/1136750

08.10.2025 02:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 55    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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๐Ÿ”ฅSign-ups for #Cap-IM HE 2025 close Thursday, October 9th at 10PM EDT! ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ”ฅ
That means you have less than 60 hours to submit your sign-up & ask for the #SteveTony fluffiest fluff, or freshly fridged dead doves, or whatever other delicacy suits your refined palate!
archiveofourown.org/collections/...

07.10.2025 21:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I genuinely do not fucking care if fiction about sex crimes makes you feel icky. that is at least a 3 year independent project youโ€™re going to have to unravel for yourself in therapy some day. I didnโ€™t write it for you. ITโ€™S NOT FOR YOU. SHUT UP

06.10.2025 23:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I want children to feel self-awareness and shame about being vocally immature and loud and wrong in adult spaces again. go be stupid with your peers and leave me and me dead doves out of it

06.10.2025 23:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Iโ€™m sorry you think the internet was constructed for your tender baby eyes only but some of us have real problems and we are making art about them

06.10.2025 23:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the kinktober this course is genuinely driving me out of my mind. more reinvention of the Hayes code than normal. children who genuinely do not have the ability to discern the non-danger in dark fiction. so many screaming youths completely fucking untethered from the reality that people! have sex

06.10.2025 23:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
me: it's okay to be a person struggling with productivity during a prolonged crisis 

my brain: not u though 

me: not me though

me: it's okay to be a person struggling with productivity during a prolonged crisis my brain: not u though me: not me though

05.10.2025 17:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1924    ๐Ÿ” 668    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 27

I have been saying for a few years now that people really need to take a seriously long look at the center of that venn diagram where the circles are marked "AI Culture" and "Disregard For/Violation Of Consent." The whole "AI Actress" situation is more of why.

05.10.2025 04:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1442    ๐Ÿ” 315    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 10    ๐Ÿ“Œ 18

ANNIHILATION (2018)

05.10.2025 03:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 594    ๐Ÿ” 61    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"You must dox yourself to use the internet" is dystopia shit, and everybody's just going along with it.

04.10.2025 18:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 875    ๐Ÿ” 226    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8    ๐Ÿ“Œ 5

no :( i try anew on a different day at a different thrift location

04.10.2025 02:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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