L.Evelyn (Caesium55)

Give me real toxic yuri - give me yuri thangyu - none of this weak sauce

You look younger in your sleep
Like the world hasn't torn you to teach you

there is a deep love in my sadness
as the sun's warmth dries my tears
staring at the muddy flesh of the world
embraced in the blue sky white cloud misery

Finally posted my Thanos/Namgyu fanfic on ao3 after procrastinating for literally over a week

Being disabled is hoping your other disability doesnt prevent you from following up on an email regarding said disability

Why am I always so surprised when my disability disables me? Like yh dingalingalingaling

I finished writing a whole fanfic for Thanos x Namgyu but for some reason i can't post it??? New level of procrastination unlocked

#thangyu #ao3 #bl

Currently writing my book before i send it off to my publisher, and it's not even the writing itself I'm finding hard it's having to move my work poem by poem from my phone notesapp to a word document

When you write gay fiction about the Satan

BL-zebub

there is nothing like the thrill of reading something that makes you want to write immediately afterward

The Womb Your fires burnt my forests leaving only the charred bones of totara rimu and kahikatea. Your ploughs like the fingernails of a woman scarred my face. It seems I became a domestic giant. But in death you settlers and farmers return to me and I suck on your bodies as if they are lollipops. I am the land the womb of life and death. Rūaumoko the unborn God rumbles with me and the fires of Ruapehu still live. (1979)

"I am the land—the womb of life and death..."
—Apirana Taylor (Ngāti Porou, Te Whānau-ā-Apanui, Ngāti Ruanui)

#PoetryAotearoa #MāoriPoetry #poem #poems #poetry

Absolutely adore this poem

This is so amazing 😭🫶🏽

The relationship between Namgyu and Thanos is pitiful, that's why i love it.

Namgyu is so pathetically in love with a man who is so far removed from his own humanity, he worships Thanos like he's the only god who, for all his omnipotence, couldn't even save himself

#ao3 #thangyu #squidgames2 #bl

You only call me strange because you are a stranger to yourself

#poetry

I have so much i want to post but the sheer amount of context i would need to provide makes me so tired - so basically the same issue with me speaking irl

EDS, IBS, and whatever else is undiagnosed and just lurking around my system, causing hijinks.

I'm so happy to see other disabled writers! As a young disabled person, it definitely makes a difference in how i view myself and my aspirations, so thank you everyone 🫶🏽🩷🩷🩷

Still thinking about how i hated T.S Eliot and refused to read any of his works purely because a boy in my class loved him and he was so awful

#poetry #vent #sorryT.S.Eiloveyounow<3

I'm One I do not have. I do not expect. I do not owe. I'm one, the only one, free in my life. Each day perfect, each day a thousand years. Time is in me. I swallow the sun. I'm the one, the only one in my life. Oh, windless day within me, Oh, silence and sun.

Time is in me—
I swallow the sun

—May Swenson

#poem #poems #poetry

I will always ache
Like a tinge in the bones
Reverberating up my spineless
Back
I wish I was loved for the things I did wrong
Not in spite of my transgressions
But because of them.

#poetry

Prophecy of a Pop Culture Saint

In a world where wicked men are gods
And all our kings are dead,
Death is your deity, the visage you pray to, kneel before
muddy waters
As the world
pours.

#poetry #poetrydump

I carry you with me
Like dirt under my nails,
Pink blush to brown filth,
Bitten and bloody
At the edges of my skin,
Torn and fresh.

If I could, I would hold you
Under my tongue,
Like contraband gum,
Rolling between canines,
Spit coating lips as I lie:

"No, Ms., that wrapper's not mine."

#poetry

Love this! I feel like there's this "hermit poet" stereotype that stops people fully coming into their poetry and art - this definitely sounds like it'll dispel some of that 🥳💗 will definitely be taking part

Published my first book at 12 and I've really just been riding that high ever since 😮‍💨

Already loving this app because i literally think i'm the funniest person alive and there's no-one here to prove me wrong

When William Blake said:

"In the morning glad i see; my foe outstretched beneath the tree"

i really got that - like yeah, i too am an A1 hater