Tara

note to self on content

My hand’s flaring up again and I’m so happy my job is typey-typey that I can barely do now, and not lifty-carry-makey because I’d be replaced so fast.

In other news, painkillers make me couch burrito so all my promo is vibing unbothered dev guy.

How’s your week been? Anything fun?

demolition man mentioned at work bc virtual sex but still 🐚🐚🐚

The team (my team is all men) decided they wanna make a sex game, it's all dick talks today.
Vibe in the room is "Ken's job is dick!". idk when they will move from d to actual sex, like for game or in general, if ever 🤭

I tell myself
Everything will go according to plan. If it doesn’t seem like it, I'm not in on the plan. Things don’t shut; they redirect me. If something burns, it had to let me go. Bad stuff? Deal with it and move on, bc no other alternative.
Or I channel "Catch Me If You Can" and delulu through
:)

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ppl online do be like, "I cannot believe I don't have a single unique experience" but I like sharing my suffering.
We are now a small party of the same nightmares, and I guess the others will come to us unknowingly.

can't relate bc still dreaming i am back in high school.
plot is that they revoked my college diploma bc i forgot to graduate from hs. still waiting to be leveled up into ex job nightmares

goals progression through career: do not burn the studio project 🥹 -> make the world burn😈

Tnx for roadmap, much appreciated

Ok, that makes me feel less like a fraud.
You can charge for this and call it therapy, we can start each session chanting:
"This is a made-up job, you cannot make the world burn"
or
"Every failure is just growth, it's what leveling up feels like."
Or whatever vibes with your philosophy :)

maybe when i get more experience so i can truly laugh about it, bc anytime i think of it i get flash that it was on steam for 3 months and we reposted it like everywhere.
game marketing is killing me, everytime i feel like "i did this great" the next month i realise how dumb & dead that solution was

solidarity in trenches 😂
well i do wish that gods of inspo don't let you go till its finished, but not get you drunk on that high as my first trailer ( i am on my second) was just, kindly putting it - too much unhinged inspo.

monday vibes

so sorry for that :)
anyway, i will talk to them again for sure, and be like - person online said its important :)
we are just overwhelmed so its a bit confusing deciding what is priority, but i realise i need to push for this first step or its trailer failure from start
thank you again for input!

removed com above bc i played arround:
Thank you so much for sharing!
You reashured me i gotta talk with devs, but to first get a precice writen list of shots
Game is co-op and i got some playthrough from them, but they know the game so they played to pass it fast, not to find it out, and I got lost

it is for steam and i did find some random pdf "how to" but it turned out to be a silly chat gpt e-book. thank you so much for this! :)

how do you learn trailer making in like a week?
i started chat gpt-ing what is the process and the script, but he is also a bit lost, so we are looping for now

i am now. both 💀

Steam wants people to feel something.
Play Store wants them to do something.
I just wanna not rewrite this line again.

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