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monika. ♡

@no-reality.bsky.social

this is what i get for seeking perfection. a stain. ♡ https://noreality.carrd.co/ ♡ ( she/her. icon by necroounicorn )

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Latest posts by no-reality.bsky.social on Bluesky

💭 ( guess we're both murderers. )

22.10.2025 07:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
22.10.2025 06:33 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
22.10.2025 06:32 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

that feeling will never go away. that blood will never wash off.

10.10.2025 07:21 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

how does it feel?

10.10.2025 07:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

. . . they're just as horrible as i am. no wonder they love her so much.

10.10.2025 06:51 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
The ugly truth lies in wait.
It lingers in every inch of your being,
from heart to toes,
                     liver to lungs
                                       brain to soul.
Eyes gaze upon you with adoration of the person you never were
Adoration that will soon turn to horrified detestation
upon the reveal of what truly lives inside you.
They will see,
and you will weep,
for this grotesque monster has been your nature all along.




How long do you think you can keep running?

The ugly truth lies in wait. It lingers in every inch of your being, from heart to toes, liver to lungs brain to soul. Eyes gaze upon you with adoration of the person you never were Adoration that will soon turn to horrified detestation upon the reveal of what truly lives inside you. They will see, and you will weep, for this grotesque monster has been your nature all along. How long do you think you can keep running?

( a note sent in the mail. )

09.10.2025 01:20 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
08.10.2025 12:48 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

( nc )

as far as i'm concerned all "monikas" are evil

04.09.2025 01:50 — 👍 2    🔁 1    💬 2    📌 0
08.10.2025 11:39 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

yes. it is.

05.10.2025 07:50 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
01.10.2025 23:54 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

the stars...

13.08.2025 07:16 — 👍 3    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

you can't save her.

01.10.2025 03:34 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

i always am..

01.10.2025 03:34 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

..haa. trust me, don't trust me, it's all the same. it'll still end the same. soon you'll look at her and i'll be all you see.

30.09.2025 18:40 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

[ she scowls, an unusual expression on monika's normally delicate, soft features. ]

i know it because i used to 𝘣𝘦 her.

30.09.2025 02:52 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

[ it's like looking at a warped reflection. it's her, but.. too different. ]

this. her. mokou. her lies were always going to catch up to her.

[ she sighs, brushing back her hair. ]

didn't she tell you? she's not a good person.

30.09.2025 02:42 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

don't worry too much about it. this was always going to happen.

30.09.2025 02:24 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.



This is all my fault.
This is exactly what I deserve.

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve. This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve. This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve. This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve. This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve. This is all my fault. This is exactly what I deserve.

11.08.2025 18:30 — 👍 5    🔁 5    💬 1    📌 0

go ahead.

don't be too hurt over her.

..she's not real anyway.

30.09.2025 00:50 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

why? because i told you exactly what she was and you tried to insist she wouldn't end up hurting you? or did you believe me all along and now you're sore that the other shoe finally dropped?

..you still don't even know what she's hiding, do you?

30.09.2025 00:47 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

...i don't know why you expected her to be different.

30.09.2025 00:41 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

@dogoftoman.bsky.social

do you still think love is enough?

30.09.2025 00:40 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

...she knew this would happen.

30.09.2025 00:35 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
27.09.2025 05:54 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
20.09.2025 10:48 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
20.09.2025 05:48 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

so tired.

19.09.2025 19:27 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

. . . . . .

[ she bows her head until that curtain of unkempt hair obscures her face from mokou's view. no words leave her mouth; something that sounds an awful lot like "i'm sorry" gets caught in her throat and stays there, leaving them both to sit in that silence. ]

19.09.2025 06:49 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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