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@shaw-n-tel.bsky.social

Blabbers about musicals, egl, current events, and daily struggles

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Latest posts by shaw-n-tel.bsky.social on Bluesky

When I posted this I meant I'm relieved my experiences were symptoms rather than just me whining over normal little things.

But my goosh didn't know it's this bad 😭

So I'm diagnose with something chronic, but thankfully manageable.

I have soo many worries/questions right now I need to follow-up.

31.07.2025 06:41 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I got my lab results and seems like this is more serious than I thought...

I couldn't sched my consultation because of the typhoons and the wait is making me anxious.

25.07.2025 10:59 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Ironically, I feel relieved even though it meant I'm sick. It's just so nice to finally get answers and that I'm not overreacting and it's not because I'm not doing more to be better.

Hopefully this is not something serious. Dr. Google says I'm curable though. Very very hopeful right now.

21.07.2025 19:16 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Had a health check-up yesterday and after receiving the test results everything that feels wrong with me makes sense now! 😭

Been wanting to see the doctor for some time now but I didn't have a mental energy to do so. I wish I've done this sooner tho.

I'm getting a diagnosis in my next check-up.

21.07.2025 19:10 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 1
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Chore but make it egl~ 😆

📸 @/arseneimagery
#egl #eglfashion #glam #photoshoot

10.07.2025 20:42 — 👍 7    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Prescription glasses are soooo expensive 😭

My left eye suddenly got blurry last monday. I was so scared I got laser burns from not wearing goggles during a spectroscopy demo. Had my eyes checked yesterday, no laser burns but I got myopia and I'd be needing glasses already. 😭😭

22.06.2025 05:28 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Happy ILD! 🩷
#egl #eglcommunity

09.06.2025 15:47 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

My mom and her friend ate my raw cookie dough balls thinking it's some sort of finished baked goods 😭😂

I prepped the cookies to be baked for later, when I counted them the numbers don't match. I just found out they were eatwn raw and I can't stop laughing 😂

Mom told me it's good nevertheless 🤣

24.04.2025 04:28 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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+1 year life experience 🎂

01.04.2025 04:38 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

An honestly, I don't recall it having so much music...

I watched it like decades ago y'all.

I'm watching the OG after!!

29.03.2025 23:07 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm trying to recall the plot but I'm mixing snow white with sleeping beauty!!??

Did both of then saved by true loves kiss? Was that just sleeping beauty?

I forgot what happened to snow white after biting the apple!!! 😳

29.03.2025 23:06 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Planning to watch Snow White today!
I'm curious if the reviews I read are justified 😆

29.03.2025 23:02 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 1

I love Hadestown music but listening to the compilation album hits different! I just fell in love 100x more!!!! 🥺😭

#Hadestown

16.03.2025 17:55 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I scored Into the Woods tix 🥺

Tried all pre-sale event, scored on general sale!!

Thank you Universe!

01.03.2025 07:34 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Sweet coord for the month of feb~

Throwback to Summer ILD 2024. Wasn't able to share this snaps until now.

#egl #eglfashion #sweetcoord #japanesefashion #alternativefashion #streetstyle #streetfashion

20.02.2025 05:12 — 👍 12    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

After all this thought, I can't help but say, Puella Magi Madoka Magica is THE blueprint.

No one can match the heartbreaking mind blowing twist it gave!

It's my I'd-give-anything-to-watch-it-the-first-time

#PuellaMagiMadokaMagica #PuellaMagiMadoka
#PuellaMadoka
#MadokaMagica

15.02.2025 18:00 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Han Sooyoung has always denied she plagiarist. But what if she just forgot she's the author?

Making an avatar costs her a memory. One avatar lightly recall TWSA and wrote the "plagiarist" story. And the real her lost her memory writing TWSA.

What if she's the OG regressor afterall?

15.02.2025 18:00 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I had an epiphany about #ORV

I have a hunch for so long now that maybe it's like Puella Magi Madoka?

POV is Dokja's: POV Madoka
Regression: Travel back in time
?? : Homura Akemi

Now who is Homura Akemi? 🤔

What if it's the plagiarist? If she forgot she's the author? 🤯

#OmniscientReadersViewpoint

15.02.2025 18:00 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Finally someone pointed it out! I love that he's finally realizing his actions. But then he only mulled over it only for a second???!! I hate that nothing really fazes him.

Revelations like this and 1863rd round are stuff that should have been like a baggage to him but nah coz 4th wall blah blah

12.02.2025 20:11 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

#ORVTheory
I'm currently at Chapter 322.

What if it's the other way around? What if dokja is the character afterall? Hmmmm hahahahha

I really like the part when the fourth wall real talk Dokja about him wanting and taking over the main character role.
#OmniscientReadersViewpoint

12.02.2025 20:11 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I'm watching my sugar!!! They make me feel guilty.

Diet ones tastes like bleh 🥴
They give me palpitations and they leave sweet taste that doesn't go away for days. It's weird. Like I rather not.

Ironically, I drink fruit juice as substitute. Also a sugar bomb.

10.02.2025 23:28 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I've been cola/carbonated drink -free for 40 days! It's my new year's resolution. Been drinking them like water last year!!

The first week was hard, the first 3 days felt like months!!! But after a week it was easy.

I badly need a drink now 😭

But once I start I just know it'll be hard to stop.

10.02.2025 23:24 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Just realized cola is my dopamine fix...

I thought I'm just 'addicted' to it, turns out it really does something to my chemistry??? 🤯

10.02.2025 23:19 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm at chapter 301/ Ep 57 of #ORV. I'm itching to read spoilers and plot twist!!! Ughhh

I've seen spoilers ages ago but barely remember them, and I'm trying to piece fragments I recall😆

I'm annoyed with Dokja and his plot armor. I want to see him not get his way!!

#OmniscientReadersViewpoint

09.02.2025 01:29 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm so glad the character had this realizatiom as well!!!!

03.02.2025 16:06 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I kinda had a hunch that at some point IRL people turns to novel people. I thought is this how this gonna end. With Dokja realizing he has become a novel charcter.

Consumed by the 4th wall...

03.02.2025 16:05 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

THE FOURTH WALL!!! 😮
#ORV #OmniscientReadersViewpoint

03.02.2025 16:00 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm at episode 156 of Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint~
Is Dokja Joonghyuk's constellation????? 👀👀

It keeps on bothering me what Dokja is. Is he a transmigrator? What if he's regressing as well as Junghyuk? He could be the author!!!!

Maybe he forgot because he 'sold his story" or something?
#ORV

03.02.2025 15:25 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Hi! I'm Shawn, I'm more into classic and old school style but I like experimenting with other substyles as well. I started wearing the fashion in 2018~
I post regulary at @magnifishawnt in IG and tiktok 😊

30.01.2025 10:02 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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First photoshoot of the year ❤️

#eglfashion #fashionphotography #butterflyoutfit #egl

30.01.2025 08:33 — 👍 10    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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