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honestly the entire thing is rooted in stubbornness and i hope he feels silly now. it’s a small weight off my shoulders but also makes me mad that it’s something he didn’t do any research about or even check his own records to see if he was covered. just a flat out no and “send me pictures”

i have the funniest/saddest update to this: mum looked at his records and back in may my dad cut his foot open on metal and had to get a tetanus shot….the exact same injection (boostrix) that he was refusing to get to meet my baby. he already had it 6 mths ago for his own health. he didn’t die!

nevermind i just found out josh left the band and there’s only two OG members left so i will hold onto my memories of seeing them 2010-2012 rip

im officially done with work until 2027 🥳 even tho i know im about to work the hardest i ever have in my life for the next year

watching metallica in bris on a tiktok livestream coz i had to give away my ticket 💔

my boss wasn’t in today so i’ll have to call tomorrow my last day. every person who looked at me today was like “you shouldn’t be here” 🫡

it took 3 days after my last shift on friday for me to not feel like i’m walking on shards of glass and now my legs are turning purple from the thigh down after standing for 10 minutes, i’ve only got 2 weeks left at work but i think im gonna have to call today my last day 😭

i really pictured things differently, like having both my parents visit at the hospital, taking pics of my brother holding his first nephew as a newborn, why did i even bother moving home for this i may as well have stayed in qld and had my mum fly up to visit

after multiple conversations only one single member of my family out of my parents, sibling and grandparents has got the whooping cough vaccine. everyone else is refusing even knowing they’ll have to wait 6-8 weeks to meet my baby. bam’s entire family has had theirs, no hesitation. i’m so sad

a little girl is hanging upside down on a swing in a park Alt: a little girl is slumped over a swing in a park

how these last 3 weeks of work before mat leave feel

hearing a slowdive song as part of a trending sound on tiktok is honestly the wildest thing. i feel like a proud mum & daughter at the same time

the horrors aus tour poster for april 2026

this is a thread now im sorry ive been waiting 13 yrs for the horrors to come back. idk how i make this happen with a 14-15 week old baby. i gotta let this one go don’t i 😭

poppy australian tour dates poster with ocean grove and inertia as support acts

rebel wilson shouting ‘enough!’

update i got my mat back (went thru a diff manager who is 2 steps below the big boss who told me no….so we’ll see how long this lasts) but still nothing to balance against/stand behind. ive already been hit in the ankle by a trolley 🥲

seriously considering leaving early if they’re not going to make an exception for me. i literally only have 11 shifts left it’s not fair if i have to take them all as leave without pay bc they decided to change the basic entitlements of my role

spoke to my boss today and he insinuated that im no longer fit for the role if i can’t do it without the stand/mat and then joked that if i collapse he knows how to do CPR on a pregnant woman ??? im actually gobsmacked by this whole thing and all my workmates are too

literally the stand was what’s been getting me thru the day……my iron is so low and everything hurts pls can i have one solid thing to balance myself on. gonna talk to my boss to ask for an exception coz i will literally pass out without it

im not allowed to have a chair or stool at work bc it’s not part of my role and i was ok with that but they’ve now taken away the door greeter stands and fatigue mats to “open up the space”? im in my 3rd trimester and have to stand on concrete for 8+ hrs a day bc i can’t afford to stop working yet 🙂

watching bam push a pram around our house 😮‍💨 never been more attracted to this man in my life

bam and i were talking yesterday about how much it’s gonna suck watching all our big inspo musicians die over the next few decades but we meant old people not members of limp bizkit 😭

can someone pls do all my life admin for me i can’t believe u can be 30 weeks pregnant & still have to take ur car in for a service, organise regos/roadworthies, do ur tax return etc on top of work, weekly appointments & the anxiety knowing i could just give birth at any point over the next 10 weeks

i just wanna see basement again so bad but last time they came it got cancelled coz of cyclone and this time i’ll have an extremely fresh newborn

turnstile and basement aus tour poster for january 2026

yunblud aus tour poster for january 2026

the fomo is hitting hard today

i still can’t get over how many of my interests crossed over in that 1 hr period but it’s easily one of the highlights of my life. also bought a ghost US tour shirt while i was there

thinking about 8 yrs ago when i was in LA, my friends had picked me up from my hotel to go to amoeba where they were playing the new horrors record (V) while we were waiting to see chelsea wolfe’s in store performance of hiss spun, not realising we were about to meet fred sablan and troy van leeuwen

definitely 🫣 they need to introduce paid pregnancy leave on top of maternity lmao

that being said sitting on the couch also hurts. so does laying in bed. so idk how to win this one

still have 7 weeks left of work but im so ready to leave Now god everything hurts

i’ve probably only got 13 weekends left until i’m a mum 🫣

a screenshot of 6 text messages confirming multiple appointments

a snapshot of my life atm