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@jessmythoughts.bsky.social

Non-binary/transwomen starting the transition process; autistic She/they

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Latest posts by jessmythoughts.bsky.social on Bluesky

Omg, I found a pair of panties that work perfectly. They also shape my loose skin so well that I actually like seeing my body in the mirror minus all the hair.

09.01.2024 16:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My breasts are coming in a bit early. At least the buds are. I'm ahead by 1-3 months from what I've read.

Also why are they so fun to play with :x

26.12.2023 23:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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My spotify wrapped came out to ~140 days of listening to music nonstop.

Interesting to see how things played out with the trainwreck that was this year for me.

29.11.2023 08:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I took an attractiveness test for shits and gigs and it detected me as female and I...o.o

27.11.2023 02:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I was hoping for more crying and less unbridled rage TBH.

20.11.2023 05:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Something I've found interesting is my autism symptoms have significantly worsened since starting estrogen. My body is on fire with anxiety. Add in a healthy dose of depression and random bouts of anger.

Oof.

19.11.2023 22:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

sexy as fuck

17.11.2023 21:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Day 1 of HRT

17.11.2023 19:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Went in for a consultation with Endocrinologist; walked away with estradiol in my butt.

I can't believe I actually got the shot TODAY.

I'm so goddamn happy! My childhood dream begins on the same day my childhood game (Super Mario RPG) is released.

Lets. Fucking. Go.

17.11.2023 18:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Oh wow! Actual magic; excited :O

17.11.2023 05:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Having men find me attractive already feels weird.

I'm dreading the day I get /those/ dms.

17.11.2023 04:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Wait YOU'RE TRANS? I would have never guessed!

17.11.2023 04:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I have been playing this god damn fucking game for 19 years.

Super hyped to celebrate! (My main will be 18 years old in Feb ๐Ÿซ )

Fun fact: I started playing WoW through the GotWoW? Community (Pirated Alpha Server)

www.twitch.tv/DesMephisto

Drops enabled

16.11.2023 21:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Fucking fuck my chest is so irritated. How do transwomen deal with being this fucking hairy?

Like please help. I'm doing all the right tricks and my chest is on fire. Thanks to my loose skin I look like I have breast and I want to see them ๐Ÿ˜ญ

16.11.2023 19:29 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm not sure. I still type god as a whole in the same way we rarely if ever type gods. I consider it the gender neutral of religion.

16.11.2023 02:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I mean you're not wrong but having your actual name on the internet is fucking terrifying all the same with how unhinged these people are as a whole. (And by these people I mean users of the internet)

15.11.2023 22:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Thumbs up from terminator falling into lava - symbolizes the fact that the economy is fucking over the majority despite being told "everything is fine"

Thumbs up from terminator falling into lava - symbolizes the fact that the economy is fucking over the majority despite being told "everything is fine"

Them: The economy is doing better

Majority of people living in the economy:

15.11.2023 17:29 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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It's not Wednesday yet but no reason we can't get over the hump early.

Trans awareness week๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ

Come join and lets hangout :)

(Hopefully servers actually go up at 11...)

www.twitch.tv/DesMephisto

14.11.2023 18:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Oh fuck, they are desire. They were fantastic.

14.11.2023 15:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Ian from Quantum Leap

Ian from Quantum Leap

My mom said if this is what you mean by being trans then I'm ok with it.

She has a lot of work to do still but it is sweet that she is trying.

(The actor is non-binary; but this is a lot coming from her TBH)

14.11.2023 07:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Definitely worth it! I just need a top to come in and someone to go out with me so I'm not alone lol :x

14.11.2023 05:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I feel like the homer meme, what you cant see is all my back hair :x

13.11.2023 19:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I clean up nicely.

FUCK SHAVING.

Refer to photo of all the body hair and realize all the fucking hell I went thru for this photo.

13.11.2023 19:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

god I'm gonna be such a cute girl once I've been on estrogen for a bit :3

12.11.2023 23:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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This choker is so damn cute. I still got a lot of chest hair I need to address (Looked like a husky shedded when I was done)

I tried waxing but not enough hair is being pulled off so I'm not sure how to get this hair without causing ingrown hairs.

12.11.2023 23:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Shoes arrived! They fit!

Walking with them felt fairly easily. Lot of strain on my back park of my inner ankle on left foot ankle and on my left big toe. Right foot seems fine.

Kept them on for 20 min while standing; assume this is more of a muscle thing that'll get better with time.

12.11.2023 02:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Yea I'm like a size 11.5 in womens, which is exactly what these shoes go up to :X

10.11.2023 21:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Waiting on some tops to arrive so I can match something with this skirt but I love this lipstick color. Feel like I can wear it in public with nobody looking twice.

10.11.2023 21:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"You are not immune to being hit by a car" I mean, you don't know them. Maybe Lois left superman for another girl.

10.11.2023 20:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I have wide feet too (mine are C shaped) so it'll be interesting to see how I fit in them, but I hope I look cute :3

I don't mind a little pain as long as I'm not damaging.

10.11.2023 20:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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