Stumpy Orange Cap (Personal)

Despite how rough these past few months have been, I wouldn't trade it off for anything else... Well... Perhaps minus one small detail... But it's not important

idk why, but for the past couple of days, I've just been feeling physically nauseous to the point where I just don't enjoy eating anymore because it feels like anything I eat is just gonna come right back out.

I don't even want to think about 2025 anymore.

I don't like to think of myself as a competitive person, and often when I see others' work and feel envious, my envy comes in the form of "If I keep at it, maybe I can make shit like that."

But, umm... Yea, sometimes I just can't ignore that the things I make can be somewhat mid. :/

When my friends are fighting, I generally try to stay in-between it all, or, if it's outside of my scope, just stay out of it entirely.

But it's a bit of a stressful endeavor.

Humans are strange creatures...

Unpopular opinion, but...

A good artist will make great art, but will also make some less good art.

A great artist will look at both of them and proudly say, "I made this."

Art is Art (unless it is AI)

Got a new PC. Was supposed to arrive yesterday, but someone was too busy dicking around in my neighborhood to deliver it.

But hey, new weapon >:]

If there's one thing I feel is important, it's to never stay stuck in the past.
Look, everyone likes their nostalgia and memories, but if you stay stuck in the past, it becomes harder to grow accustomed to the present because you're always living in a bygone time.

Watched Wall-E again. Realized, "Wow. The current day is somewhat like that, except far more dystopian and soulless." If machines actually were like those in Wall-E, and had actual feelings and emotions and whatnot, MAYBE I'd consider warming up to them, but reality is cruel.

I wonder what Japanese people think of Americans who don't support the... *ahem* crazies, over here. Like, we have a bad rep, I get it. I live here, and I didn't even ask to be from here!

I dunno, man. I'm just not feeling it anymore these days.

I miss you, Grandma.
I'm sorry they took you off my mind so much.

Y'know... I sometimes feel that I make content that fills a niche that does not exist, and that I need to adopt something else to make ends meet. 🫠

We live in a world built around hatred and fear. We as humans never did anything about it, we just let it happen ...and some people profit off of that.

Cruelty is a mistress.

Curse whoever let this job market crisis happen.

It's funny, the night Furality Somna, a convention about dreams, ends, I end up with a nightmare.

Ironic.

I fucking hate the Quest 2. As someone who primarily uses it for PCVR gaming, it's barely usable. All the options are unreliable, buggy messes.

Also been running into issues with my Slime trackers.

God, sometimes I hate technology.

I sometimes wonder why I was placed on this Earth...
There's a spin on a certain phrase that goes on the internet: "God gives his toughest battles to his silliest soldiers."

I feel that I've had enough trials and tribulations, I want off the battle bus.

Sorry for the lack of much of anything for the past few days, been going through some things. Will probably take another day off for my well-being before getting back to work.

That's why I firmly believe that gameplay mechanics should belong to everyone.
If I EVER file a patent, I'm going to sit on it so no one else can have it, and only use it if people are using it in a harmful manner.
There is, after all, a difference between having a patent, and using it.

No single person should be able to own a gameplay mechanic in my opinion, but copying a game 1:1 is also a bit of a no-no. But if everyone patented everything, we wouldn't have dozens of games trying to iterate and improve on a formula, thousands of games just wouldn't exist because of patents.

It's not just that, the patent on the Nemesis system made by Monolith, that system is AMAZING, but now Monolith is shut down and they're not using it anymore, but the patent is still there, and it sucks. I feel people should be able to build off the Nemesis system now that Monolith is gone.

I think the biggest example here is Nintendo in light of the Palworld lawsuit. Patents on characters coming from a point in space from an object you throw? Patents on the functions of a CAMERA? Patents on GLIDING? Patents on riding on a character!? Is horseback riding a Nintendo thing now?!

That's like trying to say, "I invented swinging a sword by dragging the mouse across the screen in a video game, and only I can use it!" It's dumb. People should be free to experiment and iterate on gameplay mechanics, not be restricted from using them, especially if they're REALLY good

This one is a bit of a lengthy one 🧵

In my personal opinion, patents on gameplay are single-handedly the most harmful thing to gaming as a whole. Sure, you shouldn't go stealing ideas, but entire gameplay mechanics? Sure, you can make something no one else has, but saying no one else can use it?

I'm surprised I have to say this on this platform, but...
⛔ IF YOU USE GENERATIVE AI, PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME. ⛔
I do not support the use or training of Generative AI models, and do not want people who use such technology following me. I only support content made by real humans.

Been trying to make my profiles more interesting by posting more, lately. Kinda tricky to do that on vacation though... But I still want to have *something* worth your time.

Ran into an old friend on Sky, reminds me of how much I loved the game... and that my sona is often compared to Sky, despite the two not being related.

It's nice to catch up with old friends.

There are some feelings I absolutely hate.

One of them is the idea that you are only a tool to your friends, who don't really care about what you do.

I haven't been drinking coffee lately. Been avoiding that spike in caffeine, but I still gotta focus on work rather than slack off and play game, look at social media, etc.