🌊 Dana 💤

sad for no reason today :(

(i believe the ‘and’ and ‘well’ are actually ‘when’ but i think those sentence starters make more sense - sorry vessel)

AND NOBODY TOLD ME I’D BE BEGGING FOR RELIEF
WHEN WHAT IS SILENT TO YOU FEELS LIKE IT’S SCREAMING TO ME
WELL, NOBODY TOLD ME I’D GET TIRED OF MYSELF
WHEN IT ALL ACTS LIKE HEAVEN BUT IT FEELS LIKE HELL

it’s the eyes.

jeeeeeeez

done last night 🤪

for the record i think she cheated on her husband with him ^ but that doesn’t excuse him.

he’s not enthusiastic about his GF being pregnant, wants to buy the house himself even though she wants dual ownership, and also cheats on her b/c… idk. he wants to marry her, doesn’t want to marry her… ugh.

wow… that would’ve been even more traumatizing

i’ve been watching episodes of “the guardian” w/ simon baker of “the mentalist”, and his character is really getting on my nerves. nothing seems to make him happy, he’s wanted a relationship w/ this married woman for so long (she kissed him first technically) but they always look miserable together.

have to write my monthly e-mail to ST soon

Caramel got nominated for best rock song too!

OOOOOOO

saw another one but it wasn’t as bad

also… was looking up things on pinterest and found the scariest piece of vessel fanart i’ve ever seen :( it was something about the teeth and tongue that freaked me out. that along with the mask made him look genuinely evil and ahhhhhh

i saw that piano audition video and from the limited view i had of the backyard, i think it’s the same one lol

last year someone posted photos of vessel on the sleep token theory reddit and i wasn’t sure if it was him or cosplay, but i think the person said they were from facebook. anyway i guess they were deleted which stinks for me b/c i actually think they were him after all.

it’s neutral… not descriptive, not happy or sad, positive or negative

i am tired of being defined by what i look like… and the color blue lol

and it’s a Sleep Token reference! “Drift with me…” from Infinite Baths 😌

i’ll stay with this for now

bluecrush778 —-> drift-with-d

*s lol

i cannot think of a different username for myself that does not include my appearance or some bastardization of my name

i’m actually looking at those “what’s your __ name?” things to give me idea

This is Lukas. It's his first time swimming. He's kinda nervous, but we think he's doing a great job. 13/10 (TT: lukassss707)

what was the other 48%?!

YouTube video by SUMERIAN BAD OMENS - Nowhere To Go (Official Music Video)

it’s fun when you don’t listen to a song for a while and then you do and you’re like “whoa i can’t believe i forgot what a banger that was!” youtu.be/4a8CogWA3-Y?...

i think i must listen to the “is it really you?” cover just to remind myself how lonely i am. romantic love is elusive to me, and while platonic-friend-love is on par with it for many people, it is not for me.

sleepytime token 💤🌛

why hasn’t sleep token released sleep masks and PJs as merch… hot topic has them but i like the other designs they come up with on the websites better

i think i’m more or less asexual at this point in my life, but Vessel.

casually day-dreaming about the time when vessel decided to stand directly above iv on the floor. wish that could happen to me

it was actually kinda funny to me that the recent ST “hands video” came out on IG the same day i burned my hand. it could’ve been a lot worse. my hand is fine, i just have this red spot on my stomach where it also spilled that’s fading gradually.