Merlin

I love love. And I would love to one day find a love that I’ll love.

I wanna rewatch 911 again but I kinda only wanna see all of buck’s scenes 🤡

I love writing robin, she is so fun.

Scrapes his knee.
Volunteers to help mow the lawns when the guy who normally does it broke his arm.
He makes sure to never play his music too loud, and if he accidentally does he apologises and turns it down immediately.
He’s just a good fucking neighbour okay, bye.

Eddie in his 30s would be the best neighbour. Need some sugar? “Of course darling, here take the whole bag, don’t worry about it”.
Cat sitting? Of course he’ll do that.
He’s always saying hi to the old lady who lives three houses down. Gives the kid from across the street a bandaid when he +

Been thinking about steddie 😏

Oop I’m ovulating

😭😭😭😭😭

I really want to write other stories but I have two big bangs to write for 😭😭😭😭

I really wanna write some lesbian smut

The thing is, the ship I’m obsessed with makes me so so happy but the fandom is absolutely ass… but I also can’t stay away from tumblr cuz I love a lot of the content posted there but god is it toxic sometimes 🙃

I’ll definitely be back!! I’ve been hyperfixated on ST on and off for like 7 years so I’m absolutely sure I’ll be back soon :] I just have a hard time being hyperfixated on multiple this so until my current one fades a little I’m scared reading a fic won’t help 😭 but I can try!

This isn’t about steddie, I wish I could trigger my steddie hyperfixation again bc that fandom is the most relaxed non-toxic place I’ve ever been in.

Sometimes I fucking hate my brain and how obsessed it gets about online stuff. The internet and fandom spaces can be so fucking toxic. I just wanna enjoy myself but there’s just gotta be some gross ass people ruining it.

“I asked ChatGPT” FUCKING GOOGLE IT YOU LAZY ASS MOTHERFUCKER!!!!

I’ve got the worst fucking baby fever everrr omggggg

Currently hyperfixating on a song that absolutely does not match the fic I’m reading but I don’t wanna stop reading or stop listening to the song lol

I should be sleeping but instead I am crying to a Ryan Trahan video.

Gotta love hormones

Little Eddie waking Wayne up in the morning

eddie would be such a good rat dad and have his lil guy just hanging out on his shoulder all the time while he’s DMing

I haven’t crochet in months.

Me: “I really need to work on my row a day blanket cuz I’m months behind”
Also me: “I bought new yarn and wanna make something with that now”

All I need: the time, the phase of the moon and a hunky man.

Not me mentioning cherry coke in a fic without looking up when it came out. Only to look it up and finding out it came out not oven a year before my fic takes place (aka when season 4 takes place). Wild.

Yesssss!! 😩 also I’m not really one for buff dudes but he’s been posting work out videos and I’m melting into the ground

there's something so satisfying in this sketch

I’m literally here drooling over Oliver stark

I just wanted to make a cute Pinterest board for my wedding that will never happen, but every other fucking picture on Pinterest is fucking ai generated 🙃🙄

Fuck i hate the Steve I’m writing….

Composite pics of Nancy Wheeler and Eddie Munson, showing that in season 5 Nancy has the same shaggy hair and looks like Eddie’s twin lowkey

oh and confirmed: steve definitely has a type 😏 #steddie

baby eddie: morning uncle wayne!! it is 7am & ive already made u breakfast! its honeycombs but i couldnt reach the milk in the fridge so i used water instead. also i cant remember how to turn off the water so there’s a lot on the floor now. hey, do u want to watch cartoons with me?