chelyapov

I don’t know how I’ve survived for so long.

I guess it’s a long history of making a different choice.

I got deeply triggered, evened out a bit, then something happened, and I went into a bad spiral. I’ve been crying a lot today. Listening to songs I haven’t listened to in a long time. Having thoughts I haven’t had in a long time. Being human fucking sucks.

Yooooooo

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I’m going back to work tomorrow after being out sick for a week and I’m already screwing it up by being awake right now.

Going viral on Threads is so weird. Nice. But weird. Feels like a scary random power. Like lightning striking.

Another household kept alive by American aid was that of Jennifer Inyaa, a 35-year-old single mom, and her 5-year-old son, Evan Anzoo, both of them H.I.V.-positive. Last month, after the aid shutdown, Inyaa became sick and died, and a week later Evan died as well, according to David Iraa Simon, a community health worker who assisted them. Decisions by billionaires in Washington quickly cost the lives of a mother and her son. "Many more children will die in the coming weeks," said Margret Amjuma, a health worker who confirmed the deaths of Peter and Achol.

Take a moment today to read about a few of the young children whom Trump and Musk killed by shutting down USAID. The blame for these deaths falls on them.

There will be hundreds of thousands more dead kids before their lethal crusade against foreign aid ends. www.nytimes.com/interactive/...

I found a ‘dead’ person collecting Social Security in Seattle “Dead” Ned Johnson turns out to be very much alive. It took him weeks to convince the system he was breathing and to start clawing his benefits back.

The richest man in the world took over $5K out of this guy's bank account, claiming he was dead. The richest man in the world said he was saving money.

He was not dead.

I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired.

you’re fired. wait you’re rehired. email us a list of things you’ve done today wait forget it you’re fired again. come back your job was important. you’re fired. or hired. come in to the office. wait the office has no computers go home. we are the department of government efficiency.

Tiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtired

Oof, I’m tired.

Wide range of emotions today

Thank you! 💖

Happy birthday to me!

About to reinstall Threads 😂

Oh and X. That too.

I just deleted Threads, Facebook, and LinkedIn from my phone. (The apps.)

😳😜

I did plant chores and now I’m just wiped out.

I don’t have any commitments today and it feels wonderful.

Not just in Seattle

Tired.

Pretty much wherever I go, any random mosquito within range will find me.

Someone I used to work for reached out to me with a part time job offer. My immediate thought was no. They want to know how I’m doing and where I’m living and what I’m up to. Part of me doesn’t want to respond.

I have Prime. I was supposed to have a package delivered today. Amazon now says it’ll be delivered by Feb. 22 😒

I’m so glad I posted this because I totally forgot about this benefit. And I need it again.

Yes! Reading lots of books.

I really enjoyed this (first time viewing it) and showed my roommate too. Thank you!

I deleted Facebook and Threads from my home page but not my App Library, so they’re still on my phone. Baby steps. It’s weird how my brain is like uh, what do I do now? Turns out that was a major time suck, duh. Reading the news sucks also. Maybe I should live my life and interact with the world.

I got my ER bill. It’s around $500-$600. Basically added it to my tab and increased my monthly payments from $85 to $150. Sad making. I only went to the ER because the doctor told me to.