kal-el

hearing drum show for the first time yesterday was the first time i’d felt happiness since my papa died on july 28th

Drum Show Twenty One Pilots · Drum Show · Song · 2025

haven’t stopped listening to this open.spotify.com/track/4rPl7e...

just seeing this 😭💔 my bad y’all

pooped him out

my boy’s been loving the weather and his outside time #ferret

me too me too
(from ur list) my favs are blue, little bear, spongebob, spiderman and magic school bus !!!

a cat is standing on its hind legs in front of a door and looking out . ALT: a cat is standing on its hind legs in front of a door and looking out .

blues clues blues clues blues clues

i messaged one on july 5th and never heard back so i shall try again this upcoming week

thank you i really appreciate you

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thank you i’ll have to check it out ! ive been currently looking on psychologytoday.com and its quite nice ur able to filter through types of help, types of visits, insurance, and all that its quite neat

deep down i do know that i’m not the only one struggling ive always been able to push it back and have fun but its just gotten too heavy lately to do so and its made being on social media very frustrating
so in the moment when i see everyone having fun but im too deep in my head i just get angry

i do have insurance so i’m searching for someone who takes my insurance and ive been looking moreso for someone who can do video chats or calls vs in person its easier for me to do it that way at least at the start
they’re personal but idk how to not overshare my life lmaoo

meant to say dad ghost not ghost dad💀💀

ghost cosplay mirror selfie holding baby

ghost cosplay mirror selfie holding baby

ghost cosplay mirror selfie holding baby

ghost cosplay mirror selfie holding baby

#cosplay update
ghost dad <3 #ghostcosplay #callofduty #simonriley #ghoap #ghostsoap

akio laying next to me under a blanket with his head on my shoulder

akio laying on me with his head pressed against my cheek

akio sleeping in my lap with his belly up

akio laying on my lap belly up at the vet the day i had to put him down

for anyone who doesn’t have twitter anymore
may 27th i lost my sweet boy akio </3

ive always been to scared to attempt to draw ghost or even soap but i have a whole week off of work so im going to have loads of free time maybe i’ll get good at it

no i’m just tryjng to keep normal irl really i just moved out on my own a few months ago so im trying not to let things get out of control to where i screw myself over with my house n stuff

thank you sin appreciate u always

hii

im being triggered over a trauma that started over 18 years ago. its so. built up at this point

im sorry for coming back to just immediately dump on whoever ends up seeing this but i couldnt just come back here and act like nothing is happening its all weighing so so heavily on me its hard for me to ignore anymore

ive tried reaching out to therapists and havent gotten a response ive talked to 988 ive explained my situation to a friend
nothing helps i want nothing more than all of it to go away ive been spending every day the last two+ weeks consistently getting triggered over and over and over

while social media isnt my main issue ive become really angry and upset with other people solely for having fun and enjoying their tome with their friends so i didnt want to actually take that out on others
just bc i cant enjoy my life doesnt mean no one else can

hey
ive kind of been going through like a lot of shit and it got to the point i ended up in contact w 988 but it keeps continuing to get worse
ive deactivated my main and priv twt accounts and abandoned the other priv and ig my friends along the way

hi friend

is anybody still over here can i come back

a lot of ppl keep saying “maybe they can’t talk ab it” but that doesnt mean we all shouldnt continue talking ab it and it doesn’t mean people can’t be upset !!!! we all have a right to be upset for what is going on let people talk

just weird to me bc they aren’t secretive of how much they’re online despite not interacting with us anymore yet they don’t communicate or change anything that’s a big issue
like this isn’t some tiny thing it’s ableism and microaggression
this is serious shit that needs handled

seeing how quickly tyler did the whole my death thing was the first time we saw that they do see everything we talk about and mark talking ab how he accidentally blocked someone is another

they do see the issues with ableism and the treatment of latam

why won’t they do anything

tyler joseph stim