Moth Mom

I wish that would be so cute

My baby’s little acne is coming is right now!!!!

I have hella mom bod still 2 weeks PP i hope my belly goes down more 😭

I will say they’re REALLY fucking with my body dysmorphia tho 🤪🤪🤪

I don’t know how i ended up with so many stretch marks on the front of my belly when i never had them while i was pregnant????

My back is killing me though

Baby successfully slept with us last night i just kept my boob by her mouth and we got our first decent nights sleep since she was born

My baby will not sleep anywhere other than mine or her dads chest. She hates the bassinet and crib and even the bed. She will only sleep in the bed if she can sleep with my nipple in her mouth lmfao. Idk what to do

Im down 30lbs 9 days PP!!! Yay!!!

Also my baby won’t calm down and wants to nurse 24/7 my nipples hurt so bad and I’m running on no sleep after laboring and delivering for 14 hours 😭

I pushed for an hour and had someone’s arm inside of me and somehow DIDNT TEAR I’m so proud of myself

MY BABY

No but for real this is rough hahah

Oh yeah I’m in labor babyyyyyy

I just hope these contractions keep up and intensify tonight and tomorrow more so i don’t have to have a full blown induction process

I can’t believe tomorrow night I’ll be in the hospital starting my journey to meeting my baby. I’m scared but excited to meet her

Thank god i was able to get my membrane sweep today and i progressed even if it wasn’t a lot 😭 i gotta try and walk this baby out today

It’s mean that no one’s ever awake while I’m unable to sleep to I’m just stuck awake in my thoughts smh

I’ve eaten once today because I’ve been so emotionally distressed all day

I hope my baby takes after her dad and not me cause my brain is so sick i hope she never has to feel what i feel mentally everyday

Trying to stay positive but feeling like I’m going to have a traumatic birth experience because of all of this so. Fun.

I feel like every thing i have been mentally prepping myself for when it comes to my labor and delivery is just being decimated and I’m spiraling hard

I’m having a very bad time this week lol

She’s overstayed so long that it gave my mom enough time to get Covid and get over it and now get a breast infection that’s hospitalized her. Like girl COME OUT

Why won’t my baby come out

I feel disgusted looking at myself at this point like i don’t recognize this body at all.

My eyes are red and swollen to the touch from how much i cried yesterday literally all day long. Why won’t my body go into labor already

Feeling more angry everyday that I’m still pregnant and everyone else is having their babies early or on their due dates and I’m just here crying every single day feeling more and more defeated

I cried myself to sleep last night lmfao, like i couldn’t get comfortable and was so miserable i sobbed until 6:30 and finally fell asleep until 8 am!!! An hour and a half all night lmfao

I love my baby so much but i don’t want to be pregnant anymore, i just want her to come out already please 😭😭😭