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Flat stomach, please </3 #thinspo #edsky #anasky

I can't really explain why but anger is really the best fuel to keep up when im fasting, i was starving earlier and now im so mad i actively want to extend my fast i don't feel hungry anymore

yay i went from 61kg to 58,5kg im so happy i went under the 60kg bar i hope i will never reach it again 🙏🏼🙏🏼

wishing hoping praying

#edmeme #edsky #caterpillarsky

i can't wait to start the show during the holidays cause i already know it will blow my mind

I need to stop yapping I promise I will I'm just so excited cause I can vent freely again !!! It feels good

If I manage to lose 2lbs each week for at least the two next months I will treat myself with something nice, I just don't know what yet... I'm all ears if anyone has an idea

I'll start by the end of next week, sadly I can't start yet I hope I will be able to update you and I really hope I will actually fast and lose some weight 🙏🏼🙏🏼

Like that I won't have to worry about food for a majority of my day and I will have enough time to think about my meal so I will be able to control exactly what I eat and my intake each day + I will drink plenty of water and try to workout every other day (i hate working out 😔)

Luckily I don't celebrate Christmas or New Year's Eve so I don't have to worry about that and I can easily control what and when I eat while studying for my finals so I was thinking about doing intermittent fasting ? (maybe the best options if I don't want to trigger my binge eating episodes again)

I kept having binge eating episodes during these last few months i've gained at least 15 pounds this year (awful) so I want to be strategic with my weight loss and set myself realistic limits

anyway i was just venting a bit, shopping sessions always trigger me, even more so since I've put on some weight

eurh realizing how much my english skills decreased makes me even more depressed bit it's okay it will improve I hope

but seriously I want so deeply to improve my sense of fashion, buy clothes with good quality fabrics from ethical stores that will last through time, study my morphology and know exactly what looks better on me, invest in basics, create iconic outfits but I absolutely need to reach my bodygoal first

I'm so happy to be here ! I can definitely confirm it's the cool table 😼

"everything is perfectly fitted to me" body, I would literally slay any outfit I can only imagine and cry seriously I'm so mad at myself I want to be skinny and wear pretty outfits so bad

everywhere and to look like shit in every single one of them because you're fat and built like a potato bag, im so fucking depressed as if it wasn't enough that I was ridiculously short already but I am also overweight ??? Hell I wish I had a model body, a skinny "everything looks good on me"

be a little bit unique and recognizable in my way of dressing, so I spent the whole week looking for inspo on Pinterest, being so so happy about buying clothes and looking forward to it but now that I actually went shopping I want to cry SO HARD, it's so painful to see this many pretty clothes

so the thing is that it's been a loooong time since I have last felt pretty, dressed well, dolled up (to be fair I need to take care of myself on so many levels) but well I have to redo my wardrobe and buy myself some basics I need to own + I kinda want to add a little bit of myself in my fashion

didn't post about ed on a social media ever since muskrat bought Twitter, this app feels nostalgic it's so comfy i love it

who up feeling disgusted with how their body looks ⁉️⁉️‼️

I’m so tired of being big, i want to be small and cute and have people worry about me and take care of me and love me