Angelia

It’s all pretty cute! Though the giant stuffed creature kind of scares me 😂 I’m so glad you’re liking it!

Trying to decide if I wanna get a Harvest Moon or Story of Seasons game for my switch. I love Stardew, but prefer it on my PC. I just don’t know what game and what sequel of the game to start with, there’s so many 🫠

Today is Scott's birthday, and even on today his family just cannot let him have a good day that's just about him.

I will be drawing winners for this tomorrow!

But maybe just to talk about what it's been like, those emotional (and physical) experiences. The testing I have endured since, things like that. I just know how isolating and lonely it feels, maybe it would be nice to at least try and make one person feel seen if they are also enduring this.

At this point, that is something that is far too personal and given that positives have always led to unimaginable grief for us... I wouldn't feel comfortable sharing until we were actually sure that we made it.

That's the worst part about all of this, aside from the obvious of losing a very very wanted pregnancy. You feel very isolated and alone, like no one truly SEES you unless they have gone through something similar. I wouldn't share any real-time updates, like if I were to end up pregnant again.

There aren't a lot of resources out there, and we kind of fit into this weird subcategory of infertility. I get pregnant very easily, but I cannot seem to hold onto any of them. I just think it might be nice to help others feel not so alone if they are dealing with it too.

I have been contemplating for awhile now about starting a secondary channel to address real life things. Obviously, I still love gaming and that wouldn't change. But I think recurrent pregnancy loss is something that should be talked about more. It's not as ultra rare as it's made out to be.

LH refuses to rise for whatever reason, but my follicle is at a 20 and my lining at a 10, so I have to do the trigger shot tonight before the egg gets too big. I’m a little worried she might up my letrozole to 5mg next month cause of the LH. 🫠

I’ve decided I’m going to overhaul my diet to be more PCOS/fertility friendly. I eat pretty healthy, but I don’t eat nearly as many calories as I should be for conception. Or as much protein. So time to slowly fix all of that.

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It's time to get back to the 100 Baby Challenge! And naturally, we have a potty training accident. ...for mom. #SimsPartner youtu.be/rzyeQx1Vw50

His family is pretty toxic. It’s gotten so much worse this past year. My family has also said some awful things, but not even near the same ballpark. Thank you 💖 We are hoping we’re getting closer to a better RNG roll lol. I think our age is just being an issue rn.

Hopefully we can become successfully pregnant soon and leave this horrible chapter behind us.

It still baffles me how we have had family members tell us to “get over” our pregnancy losses. That we need to just “stop trying and focus on being a good uncle.” Even going so far as to being glad we lost them. My sweet husband endures too much, and he just had a panic attack over it all.

Three years married today 🥳

Laying in bed, rewatching Bridgerton season 3, and munching on the sourdough I baked today. Almost three years married, this is life. And I love it.

Thank you! It’s missing a few but I wonder if I can find them! Thank you so much!

Okay friends. You know how in Legacies that have the image instructions, and they have the traits & aspirations in the format from CAS? Is there a PNG generator of that somewhere or do people just yank it from CAS as an image lol

I think I have finally finished writing the legacy challenge I made. Why does my brain want to not only make graphics for it, but also draw something for it when I am not great at drawing.

Dunno why, but the extreme pessimism always hits me late at night. Just sitting here wondering if anything will change by this time next year, or if we will be stuck in the same spot. Still childless, still dreaming of that changing but then it always ends in loss. It feels like an endless loop.

Apparently the pain from the miscarriage decided to start today. No period yet cause my hCG is not at zero but man. I’m already having a bad time.

(He is very sad, for the record. He just still has all the hope that we will become parents and I am severely in my head and doubt it’ll ever happen.)

Not scott telling me to stop being so pessimistic cause he’s still optimistic about all of this mess. Get outta here and let me be miserable for awhile I think it’s allowed.

They were notified in private! I’ve had issues in the past with announcing publicly so I keep it private unless they choose to share it, it’s their choice not mine :)

Let's go kiss some frogs! (it doesn't go very well!) #SimsPartner youtu.be/jmizCvNxwhw

This will be our fourth loss in a year, and I feel empty and exhausted and utterly heartbroken. So it's taking me some time to focus and get this edit done. I think if we have 1-2 more losses, we may pivot to IVF and see if we have better luck. But rn I am just trying to breathe.

I am slowly working on editing my video for Royalty & Legacy. I found out I was pregnant on Sunday, we had a low beta hCG yesterday, and today my lines got decently lighter on my at home tests. I have another beta tomorrow to confirm that we are having another chemical loss.

Beta test in the morning, and then I’ll edit my video for the new expansion pack 💖