𝕊𝕒𝕟𝕕 ᝰ𝒜𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹𝓈𝓀𝓎༉

I got a fitbit yesterday !

Cool

Trying to convince myself that low res is fine and 800 cals isnt too much and that i don't have to restrict THAT much all the time and it's actually going to help get me out of my binge cycle I'll be fine and won't binge again in 2 days

Help

In a binge cycle help

FUCKING OK FINE 1200 CALORIES YEA OK I GUESS THATS FINE WHO CARES I GUESS IT DOESNT MATTER I GUESS ILL JUST BE FAT ON MY BIRTHDAY YEA THATS COOL FUCK ME

I don't think I'll ever be free of bmi 17 i can't stay in the 16s for more than a week i hate this i hate that i keep eating
I don't want to eat but i keep doing it i don't want to keep eating but i have to

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I haven't been restricting the last couple of days chat i no longer have an Ed I'm cured

Went to the vet cuz my cats acting weird
He's just constipated
Me too man

I haven't stepped on the scale at all this month I'm scared to see how much i weigh i know i haven't lost anything

I support the strike but i literally can't ship any of my commission work and don't know what to do

When they look up and wonder what those lights in the sky are do you think they'll make up stories about me like humans did ?
Will my constellation be a god to them ?

Living to a time when space travel is common so that my body can be sent into a star when i die
perhaps I'll be reborn as one again
Living burning breathing light from my body guiding new civilizations

After im done feeling sick I'm gonna fast for ages idc no reason for me to be eating 2k calories

My body hurts so mad all of my joints

On my way to making a frozen pizza i need to be shot before i stuff my face again

Oh i think i may be binging

Risky breakfast omad let's hope i don't fuck it up but if i do i only had about 350cals so i do still have room

Saw irl thinspo earlier yesterday her waist was non existent and she was so tall and i looked so ugly ugh </3

Me either x(

Holy shit my arm hurts so bad like 1-10 its an 8 rn

My arm hurts now

It went fine i freaked out a little but i didn't cry ! First time i haven't cried during a shot !

Little jellyfish

For me it gets hard for me to move much, it feels like I'm stiff but i don't really ache
But it really depends so idk :(

I have to get a booster shot today i hate needles aAaaaaaa

Overate today and i kinda feel awful about it
I did walk today and got 7k steps

Cutie