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i need to fucking get out of here im rotting in filth

WHAT WORD EVEN TRIGGERED THE FUCKING B0TS THIS TIME ARE YOU KIDDING ME???? do i have to speak in fucking 1337 at all times to be left alone?????

i dont think we will ever get the chance to be on our own anyway.

i feel like all we do now is just stare into space and ruminate

i wish we could stop thinking about how severely fucked we arw and how incapable we are of surviving on our own lol we have no fucking chance do we

god am i fucking 6 or something??????? i dont underatand why this is so fucking hard for us

and yet i still feel too tired to actually do anything somehow. weve just been in bed for hours trying to will ourself to get up

i wanted to try finally cleaning our gross ass room but we are weak and only did our usual shit around the house and tapped out before we did much with our own space. now i just wanna fucking sleep but oh of course im tired all day only to be wide awake when we dont want to be

god i dont know how to fuckkng break out of this i feel so disgusting and useless

i feel like we are nsver going to make it out of here and its fucking destroying me.

she loves him more than me

just crying, sleeping and perpetually waiting to sleep? is this all we get to have?

is this really all our life gets to be?

we just rot everyday in bed now i dont even have the energy to stay at the fuckinf desk now

i feel disgusting in every way

i havw nothing to look forward to

i wish i was dead im tired of our life being nothinf

this one looks like a real person uses it too. dont know if the like was botted or not but either way, read the room cunt.

wow i cant do anything on this site without b0ts and insufferable accounts finding me huh? cool thanks for ignoring every word ive said when im currently miserable and want to die so you can get a crumb of attention towards your quirky awesome gimmick account.

god everything feels so fucking bleak.

im scared.

if she says a single noncondemning word about sending me to a freak farm i am just leaving and never speaking to anyone in this family for the rest of our miserable life. i dont know where we will go but i dont care as long as it isnt There.

i dont know if we will even be eligible for much longer anyway. its already looking unclear with the food stamps Right Now, we are getting cut off unless we can prove we are disabled enough. even our c0ns3rv@tive ass mom who voted for this is worried about all that.

we shouldve known better than to come out about the aut1sm we are a complete idiot. benefits would be a MASSIVE help to our family, just stamps has already been a very huge help but oh my god none of that is worth what could happen now.

holy fuck we never shouldve gotten diagnosed

wish we could stop doing that it fucking hurts and our fingers are genuinely really deformed from this as a lifelong habit

we were supposed to relax and play our game for a little until we felt sleepy enough but sleepiness never comes & i cant even focus on this. weve just been sitting on our ass for hours idling while ruminating and mindlessly gnawing/picking at our nails like a fucking stressed zoo animal

im not even trying to get h1gh i just want to fucking sleep

we had a shot and a small amount of p1lls since its all we had but its not doing shit, its barely even noticable. i feel marginally better but still shit. i didnt wanna spend much money vut now im kinda pissed we didnt just go "fuck it" and grab another shot or maybe some liquid dryI anyway

awesome its been many hours and we still cant fuvking sIeep. i guess we are just on day two of this now