Kela - Even in Arcadia

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I hate asking but if there's anyone who can help me I'd appreciate the help trying to afford my blood tests and hrt this month trying to crowdfund the £300 needed any help appreciated #MutualAid

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My benefit just about pays for my rent, my care and my food. If I want to do anything extra I have to be extremely careful with what I get. I know you wouldn't trade your abled body and it's privilege for a meager £1400 frankly I deserve more

The weekly appointments? The cuts on your face from the ventilator you have to wear at night? Not being able to visit your nephew because your brother lives upstairs? The 14 surgeries? Having to schedule your life around everyone else? Relying on accessible transport?

Part 3

Would you like the body that doesn't work? The pain coursing in every muscle? The 24h care? Inability to go or do anything without the assistance of others? The random person who wipes your ass and bathed you? Sometimes they don't even speak English and you get left in pain?

Part 2

Hearing a lot of people recently thinking disability is some kind of privilege comfy thing because I don't have to work and get money for it so let's breakdown if you would trade your abled body for £1400pm if you had to deal with what I deal with shall we?

Part 1

The fact I have had to end a friendship because they refuse to acknowledge that a man's condition doesn't make him a racist should really speak to how much I'll happily cut off ignorance in favour for my disabled siblings if need be

America has a major ableism issue btw

Pay Kela Mclaughlin using PayPal.Me Go to paypal.me/Kelabella95 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

I hate asking but if there's anyone who can help me I'd appreciate the help trying to afford my blood tests and hrt this month trying to crowdfund the £300 needed any help appreciated #MutualAid

www.paypal.me/Kelabella95

Want to make bad choices

It's ok I'll pass out on cheap wine hopefully

This year is not looking good

Well that was a disappointment of a birthday

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It's my birthday week just in case anyone thinks I deserve anything I guess 👉👈
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I'm not saying bottoming would be great right now but I'm not not saying it y'know

The amount of people in care who shouldn't be is crazy high tbh

People should be paying attention...

Cus I'm lost in the limerence,
Not wanting to give in, too scared to breathe, what if you leave?
Is it love or just loneliness, I don't know what's for the best,
You gave me the key to finally be free,
Yet I still can't see because I'm lost to the limerence.

God I hope not

Why jelly? I hate trying to gain weight especially healthy weight it sucks hard!

Being back on bluesky has reminded me how much ass and tits are on the TL and honestly don't know why I stopped

Nope I'm pretty small

Why? It's not your fault. These things unfortunately happen in life.

I think everyone I have dated has ended up engaged or married to their next partner and I don't know what that says about me tbh

Yup I weighed less as a teenager it's unfortunately part of the Spinal Muscular Atrophy as it essentially kills my muscles off and then you add in the multiple surgeries and chest infections so my body was essentially using up a lot of stored body fat in that time.

Holy shit guys I'm nearly 40kg that's been my "dream" goal for trying to hit for decades. I weighed 25kg a decade ago. This is extremely important for me and my condition/health in general especially whilst pursuing surgery!!!

The ache is both sapphic and horny and yet recently all I attract are dudes... Why 😭

I hate how much of my life is decided by if people decide to show up to work

Well my brain needs to be realistic

Brain: I miss her
...
Me: how long has it been?
...
Brain: like 20h?
...
Me: god I hate you so much

Still the best picture I got last year