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leaving my vibrator in kansas i feel like a rabid animal i know this orgasm im gonna feel when i get backs is gonna b explosive

NOOO (embarrased)

yeah but a while ago

wassup

damn you unlocked that kinda late

MY PASSENGER SEAT IS EMPTY MY BED IS EMPTY MY HAND IS EMPTY AGHHHH

one post on their ig and its us i know i shouldnt put too much merit but i cant help but feel stupid happy thinking ab it

jacked off dor 2 hours straight last night came 7 times. maybe there is a god

man why am i feeling so terribly. by all accounts i should be doing fine. i have a great job now, friends who care about me and a family that loves me.

22 and posting this shit you cant even do it right get a fucking grip

#cringeposting

am i just not worthy of a healthy love?

///he/// makes the other one look like a saint. why am i not deserving of that kind of love again

i want to be loved like my previous relationship, he wasnt a good person but he loved me deeply and passionately. He doted over me when i was sick and loved myself for more than just my body. Why did i convince myself that being loved only for my body was enough

i dont want to die alone.

what the fuck is wrong with me. am i loyal or am i clingy, am i concerned or am i overbearing. am i loving or am i obbsessive. why cant i be loved without someone being annoyed at my existence

"you cant love others until you love yourself" WRONG i am //THEE// LOVER I HAVE SO MUCH TO GIVE TO OTHERS

no because genuinely what do you do when you can see the problem and see how annoying youre fucking being. like i see what my issue is why do i have to project it onto the world when i could just keep quiet and push through it

keeping quiet also as a form of self harm because im convinced confiding on people is attention seeking 💔

double majoring in college as a form of self harm

the days are alllll blending together

started hyperventilating at work and everything was closing in and on the verge of tears and had to do the "5 things to touch, see, taste, smell" thing and then kept working #boss #hustle #onthatgrind

ezra keep this shit to yourself noooone wants to hear this

ive been clean for 2 yrs now but fuck relapse looks good idfk

terrible habit i have where i cannot accept my own reason of "i dont want to" as valid, i always have to justify it. I know exactly where it comes from though

:3

i want to cry actually

i hate how foreign orgasms are to me and now that ive actually experiemced one im obbsessed

chained up, collared, tied to bed, blindfolded,