Fey [sickmode]

Ofc!!! ^-^ 💜

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so much but main driver is VERY ANGRY LIVER - trying to figure out which of three strange doors the answer of "whyyyyyy" is lurking behind

it totally does - i miss my lulu 💜💜💜💜🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

🫂 - thankfully can has pain meds in here (no otc because of the liver, so much suffering at home lol) and have been able to catch some sips of objectively good sleep, so weirdly enough....yah, I'm pretty alright/stable all things considered and I really appreciate you 💜

thanks, fren 🫂💜

thanks, sunshine - I really appreciate the good vibes 🫂

a kitchen with a checkered floor and a white refrigerator with the words oh yeah !!! written on it . Alt: Classic koolaid man crashing through kitchen wall "OH YEAH!!!"

(I can't help myself, I tried I swear)

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tanks, sunshine 🫂💜

thanks, luvbug!! 💜💜💜 - keeping my fingers crossed we'll be able to get closer to answers while I'm here, the drs and staff are awesome and they're concerned so I've got a lot of active test orders in and I'm optimistic that this is where I need to be right now!

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fwiw, very much the right call because my labs have gotten worse since last week and they're able to get me into mri and stuff a lot faster from here

mystery badness that I thought was grief triggered POTS or something -> wonky blood work -> specialists -> SUPER FUCKING ANGRY LIVER -> symptoms bad enough and escalated fast enough my hematologist/oncologist office suggested I just go ahead and hopital

p.s. sorry for sporadic everything....I am not well lmao

being in hopital not good, but at least this hopital is very very good and kind

hopital.

Ilysm. Perfection 🤌💜

kermit the frog is wearing a black hoodie and kermit the frog is wearing a black hood . Alt: Dark side Kermit to light side kermit: do it

(also I'll reply to your messages soon, I'm so sorry, I'm a fucking train wreck)

bullshit.

tummy hurt. mad at government. get more mad at government. MORE FUCKING TUMMY HURT.

thaaaaanks 💜 💜 💜

popping in and out because I feel awful, but still alive and been sending good vibes to you and bsky fam the whole time 💜

fiiiixxxeeeeeddddd 💜

The tech was super fun to talk to also! She too likes the words "mindfuck" and "clusterfuck"

ALL THIS CONTRAST IN MY BODY CAN GET FUCKED, THO

Wait...there's ones with music?!?! Unfortunately no, but also the entire process took like maybe 15 minutes from entering the room to leaving, if that, and magic space donut was about two minutes and came with fun little breathing prompts so I didn't really have time to be bothered by it

Ooooo fun lol - we'll see if they missed anything, so far got fluid build up and "innumerable hypoenhancing lesions throughout the liver" which sounds....uh....not good

I went through a space donut to get glamor shots of my insides!

bart simpson says it blows all right it blows big time in this cartoon Alt: bart simpson says it blows all right it blows big time

exactly 💜

it's so fucking bad, I even just caught a bsky reply thread that felt 99% ai generated

I hate everything (except my friends and my family and my pets)

this is a dumb reply to a serious skeet but I was inspired

ily 💜