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Yeah - I'm not 100 percent sure the group therapy is the right thing but it's the first time I actually have success to get any kind of therapy at all.

I didn't know that this is possible to be honest. Just called through a list of therapists so far.

Thanks <3 I know that it's probably just a downwards spiral of my own thoughts. I'm currently trying to to get myself some therapy though lots of request are met with refusal. Currently I have an outlook of a group therapy but progress is slow. First interview a week ago, next in a month.

I get what people like about watching streams and the parasocial relationships. I mean, I would never pay money for it, but it can be soothing to listen to someone and have them occasionally react to your comments during he stream.

To me, everything feels pointless right now. Sleep, work, eat, repeat. I don't have the ambitions and confidence to believe anything I could achieve would have any meaning. So many ideas on my to do list I procrastinate on because I fear they could end in failure, despite... not starting is worse.

These days I can only wonder what drives people to learn new skills or motivate themselves to work on hobby projects. I deeply admire anyone who doesn't give up on their dreams and goals. Keep going.

Ich weiß das schon länger, aber das heißt nicht, dass es nicht doch irgendwie unangenehm ist. Gerade, wenn die Perso dann meint, dich auf dem Kicker zu haben.

Man könnte argumentieren, es ist ja auch etwas Gutes, wenn ein Fleischprodukt im Preis nach open geht, aber ich glaube die vegetarischen Döner kosten meist das gleiche, oder?

Um welchen Anime gehts genau?

Ach dafür brauchst du die ganzen Screenshots, für Bsky!