Mitsua

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Even now I'm trying to communicate via chat to an acquaintance and I feel like I can't breathe. My whole body shaking and just... that feeling like you just watched a jumpscare but continuously. Like everything is not in place and you want to run.

I realized that I'm not shy. I've been talking to more strangers irl lately and got no problem with it and could get the convo going. What I am is anxious. I got more scared of talking to people I knew thinking everything could go wrong at any time.

I'll just use the old phone. Taking the card out and connecting the apps are a hassle though...

My phone broke, well the screen is. I don't want to change it but I kinda have to.

Yeah! I didn't go back to sleep again that day, but somehow I managed to survive 🫡

Waking up at 3 am with anxiety attack. I'm afraid of today.

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My stomach hurts as hell again.

Storage and picnic area #FieldsofMistria

My farm #FieldsofMistria

Thank you! ❤️

My house in #FieldsofMistria

Yeah, found a lot of people selling it online anyways. I'm more of questioning on the procedural of it. It still got my own email and stuff after all.

It's 1, 2, and V3. Also with idr currency...

I've been thinking of making a journal for my money even the smallest bit. But one time I did that I starve myself since I saw how much I'm spending on food.

Honestly if I have money, I would spend it all on going to the doctor, vaccines, all the medication, and check up I need.

I think the same for my OCs too. I can't feel satisfied whenever I drew them myself.
Except for my persona. I can fuck with that freely. Changing the eye shape, hair style, and whatnot.

I'm dying

Somehow I ended up with three painkillers. I really need to actually learn all of this 😭