JeshomCross🖋🦇

TLDR: Puertorican boy venting about annoying friends and showing slight signs of schizophrenia.
Thank you for listening to my TED talk...

6. That's it, I just wish I had more time to myself so I can spend it with friends and not feel like I'm a total bother to them or like they are forced to talk to me. No lie I deleted Discord from my phone cause I was mindlessly scrolling on there for no reason at all.

4. And people always look at me in the office like I did something embarrassing or they know what I do... like they are spying on me 24/7 or something. Thinking on that now it sounds very schizo of me... anyway...

3. But by then all of my friends that i know are asleep cause of timezones! Not to mention I sometimes feel like I annoy the absolute fuck out of them when I game with them. To change topics they are having me work extra for absolutely no bonus-

2. Or they are tired of me in a way. Like I'm always at work and don't have time to spend with anyone. They want me to crush extra numbers so I can get paid pretty much the same, and then go home tired where all I have time for is 2-3 hours to myself.

WARNING: This is just me venting and rambling.

1. So I haven't been doing so hot. Not only do I feel sick, but I think my mental health has declined more and more. It's to a point where I think or feel like I'm pushing people in my life and friends away.

Erm... might delete later? Idk

So I uhh... did a thing... got a thing? Anyway, it's NSFW. Just me and "Tara" (another OC of mine)
I LIKE BITING OK!! (I'm a vampire for damn's sake)

Anyway, I don't usually post stuff like this, so don't expect it constantly from me.
(Hope ya like it)

Artist: Nebulaika!!!!

JeshomCross - Twitch Cutting the grass once more, trying to cool off | 18+

Taking care of a garden to get 6 more endings!

#Vtuber #ENVtuber

www.twitch.tv/jeshomcross?...

Bro, normal people fall asleep to rain or white noise. Me? I fall asleep to "The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess 4k - All Bosses (no damage)"

Real and based video

JeshomCross - Twitch Shooting the shooters at each-others faces

Bucking the shot on the roulette... Or something idk...
#Vtuber #ENVtuber

www.twitch.tv/jeshomcross?...

Bro, i keep forgetting to post here LMAO

Post a gif of a character you like and tag some friends to do the same! 🫶🏻

@skyelockhart.bsky.social
@zionel.bsky.social
@eekeske.bsky.social
@feliselian.bsky.social
@squidirino.bsky.social

This one was really hard cause it was between Slayer, Dracula or Alucard
(I chose Slayer)

using digital only gets... tolerable LMAO (from my experience)
But be confident in being messy with digital!

a close up of a cartoon sheep with big eyes making a face . ALT: a close up of a cartoon sheep with big eyes making a face .

It looks great! Keep it up!

so ive been trying to follow new tutorials for clip studio and today while i was hanging out with @cheychev.bsky.social i made this little doodle... chey is forcing me to post it. Its far from perfect but its not the worst ive made so im oke with it lol

Boba has been obtained! Shall devour with cup now

a cat laying on the floor with the words " i want boba " written below it ALT: a cat laying on the floor with the words " i want boba " written below it

Craving boba tea right now, like... badly craving boba tea.

LOL, this is just a sketch style of drawing I do. The lines are very messy but that's the intent! I suck at drawing hair and facial features. 😅
you drew Dracula!!!
Don't doubt yourself and keep making mistakes, because that's what art is all about.
(Or so I've been told...)

My latest clothes concept and obsession for a future character!

He is gonna be my "tailor wizard-punk apprentice" child!
(Maybe I should add more studs 🤔)

#OC #Conceptart #art

Oh hey, I see myself on there! First time I've been in one!!

NUUUUU I JUST GOT IT T-T

I FINALLY GOT MY NEW MIC 🎤
Gonna be using this like crazy!

#Vtuber #ENvtuber

(Commissioned this from @jiangatelier.bsky.social I love it so much!)

Mine is the sword, the Dagger is Skye's, the scythe is Connor's, the Katana is Zio's!

Congratulations Eekske!! Almost to 1K!! Lessgooo!!!! 🥳🥳🥳

Never ever in a billion years did I think idd get over a hundred followers... Now two years later we reached 900!? THANK YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH!! You guys have helped me so much without even realizing it. Without you guys idd still be to shy to go out on my own and buy the groceries. So again thank you

I HAVE MORE WEAPONS!!! I was scrolling through some of my old designs and I found some that were GodEater inspired, that I drew a long time ago!
Maaan some of my GodEater OCs went wild! Ahh the memories!

#GodEater #Weapon #Art

Thank you Eekske ❤️ just been a heavy few months and this is the thing that broke me. I just wanna catch a break and have fun maaan 🙃

I could give it a shot for ya!

Twitch Twitch is the world

I know this might seem very corny or weird but I seriously would love any support I can get.
I mainly stream Over at: Twitch.tv/jeshomcross