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Benji

@chance47.bsky.social

Chicago Recovering writer perpetually on the brink of a relapse. Often found drinking diet Dr. Pepper, playing ttrpgs and watching horror/sci-fi movies. Actual Play performer. Ronette Pulaski stan account. Dazzler obsessive. Lefty and Very Queer. πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ

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I feel i should post something as I haven't in a long time but I have nothing noteworthy to report.

So...

Hi

I guess.

08.10.2025 19:09 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Another two thousand words written today. I can't tell if this is progress or death by a thousand cuts.

13.08.2025 19:53 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Two thousand words today.

Does anyone still read novellas?

Is that I'm writing?

Why do i do this to myself?

07.08.2025 20:01 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

End of the line. Delve with us one last time. Tonight!

05.08.2025 20:17 β€” πŸ‘ 7    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Another two thousand words today. Is this a book?

How long is a book?

Would anyone read my sad, horny book?

04.08.2025 21:55 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Another thousand words written today.

A thousand words of pure shit but at least it's on paper.

Why do I do this to myself?

Why?

31.07.2025 20:37 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Just had our session zero and first session of @gauntletrpg.bsky.social Brindlewood Bay and Lurlene, my murder maven, may be my favorite PC I've ever created.

27.07.2025 20:20 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Come delve with us! We are nearing the end and shenanigans will abound!!!

23.07.2025 00:41 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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❀ TONIGHT 8:30PM EST - You know it, you love it! It's 'Red Heaven' Day y'all! #HeartTheCityBeneath

EP 10: "Come On Find the Train. And Find It." // With their rivals in the lead, the party tries to reach the Delving Machine and um.. there's no plan past that.

#Twitch: www.twitch.tv/highshelfcol...

22.07.2025 21:46 β€” πŸ‘ 6    πŸ” 5    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 2

How does one determine what is and isn't a daddy?

If one is called a daddy, does that a daddy make?

What is inherently daddy?

Asking for a confused friend*

*I'm confused.

19.07.2025 00:46 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I seriously dont know what it is that I'm writing? I don't think it could be...anything really.

But I suppose the only way out is through. So I'll just keep trudging along.

17.07.2025 20:56 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Hey everyone... metamucil really works.

Just saying.

11.07.2025 18:24 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Why does working from home feel like you're getting away with something? Something almost naughty.

09.07.2025 19:25 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Come delve with us. shenanigans afoot. maybe some blood.

08.07.2025 19:26 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Siri, what is game and how to get some? Please Alexa I need this.

06.07.2025 20:22 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Is everyone a vers bottom?

06.07.2025 19:50 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

And what should I do today? Suggestions?

06.07.2025 19:22 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Didn't write today but plotted.

That should count for something.

03.07.2025 21:35 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I should mention it's also pretty queer and horny.

02.07.2025 18:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

So what started as an analog horror novel is slowly morphing into an Occult memory thriller.

Would anyone still read that?

02.07.2025 18:37 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1

I'm writing again. That isn't newsworthy but it is a warning.

All the neurosis.

01.07.2025 18:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Waste my time...Waste my time...

28.06.2025 01:51 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I know my confidence is part of the problem but I'm really trying as hard as a Schaumburg 4 can.

28.06.2025 01:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I shouldn't be surprised by how many people are in open relationships on the apps but it does seem like EVERYBODY is in one.

28.06.2025 01:47 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Sometimes the bad thing is exactly as bad as the thing seems and trying to tell people "it's not that bad" isn't being *postive,* it's just normalizing the incredibly bad thing.

27.06.2025 18:44 β€” πŸ‘ 2590    πŸ” 590    πŸ’¬ 68    πŸ“Œ 30

πŸ”΄ LIVE || We're BACK with a new episode of 'Red Heaven', our #HeartTheCityBeneath series from @rowanrookanddecard.bsky.social!

The theme of the night is... CULTS - Come find out why!
#Twitch: www.twitch.tv/highshelfcol...

#ttrpg #actualplay #livestream #tabletop #gaming

25.06.2025 00:31 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1

I am nothing but spite and Diet Dr. Pepper.

25.06.2025 00:22 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

About to go live. Come watch us delve and me try to figure out how to cult properly.

25.06.2025 00:15 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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❣ TONIGHT 8:30PM EST - More β€˜Red Heaven’ for you, our #HeartTheCityBeneath AP! #TTRPG

EP 8: "Martyr Sauce" - If you don't have a cult following based on your near sacrificial demise, might not relate to what our crew is going through - You’re welcome to watch anyways! twitch.tv/highshelfcol...

24.06.2025 17:02 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 3