Lindsay

I love you @ringmasterkrow.bsky.social and thank you so much for the Krow necklace.

a poster that says " don 't let idiots ruin your day have a great day at work " ALT: a poster that says " don 't let idiots ruin your day have a great day at work "

Sending a smile your way. Have a good day at work sweetheart. ❤️

I love you @ringmasterkrow.bsky.social and thank YOU for loving me.

The most amazing person, @ringmasterkrow.bsky.social got me this jacket 🧥 yesterday at Goodwill yesterday and it reminds me of Ncuti's #DoctorWho it's even got deep pockets inside! #cosplay

Looking back on everyone whose last day of school is today and here are my 8th grade photos from my middle school which is closing its doors after today which makes me VERY depressed. #8thgrade #throwbackfriday #flashbackfriday #planotexas

I FINALLY finished Dragon Age Veilguard and boy do I have so many feelings and emotions right now. #emmerichvolkarin #veilguard #dragonageveilguard Time to go write some fanfiction now.

So I play this game called #gameofvampires #GoV #mistplay and so the guild I am we are #1 in our server. I was able to get these new skins for my character.

And while I'm at it, I'm angry my husband chose alcohol over our marriage. I want him back. He chose his vaping and his alcohol over his health and I've had to pay the price.

Currently watching 9-1-1 on Hulu and Athena says to Hen, "He wasn't SUPPOSED to leave me!"

Way to go I've reached my ugly tears. I know it WASN'T his time but death is an ugly son of a bitch & I miss talking to him. #widow #grief

I don't post but when I do, it's because my Great-uncle passed away and on Tuesday, one of the extended family members who are pro-Trumpers had to TALK POLITICS at a FUNERAL for a beloved man who was cherished. Sorry, but nothing INFURIATES me more by talking about Trump during a funeral.

My 39th birthday was this past Friday. Thank you to my Mom, my friend, Bert, and to my cousin for taking me out for my birthday 🎉🎂. It was really special and next year I plan to have an over the hill 40th birthday party with a #doctorwho and #sailormoon celebration! #happybirthday #april4th

My photo-op with Val Kilmer at Fan Expo Dallas back when he was in Dallas several years ago. #valkilmer

Still kind of processing that #valkilmer died yesterday and here's my photo, courtesy of my friend who we got to meet Val Kilmer at @fanexpodallas.bsky.social #fanexpodallas There's too many to list but my favorite movies were The Saint, Batman, Tombstone & Top Gun. You shall be missed good sir.

The ONLY reason he's doing this is because he doesn't have the decency to be around me ALONE since I told him my feelings and the only reason I told him my feelings was that I tried hurting and killing myself and failed. #suicideawareness #birthdaydilemna

#aitah for refusing to celebrate MY birthday w/ a friend's ROOMMATE whose b-day falls around the same time as mine? This person DOES NOT like me & goes out of her way to give me the cold shoulder.

I tried to kill myself last night. Living with #Bipolar is already stigmatizing enough but to declare your undying love to a person who rejects you and then makes it weird by trying to invite HIS roommate to MY birthday dinner who dislikes me is already humiliating enough. #suicideawareness

Yayyyyy my 🎂 birthday is exactly one week from today! I won't be turning any major numbers, that happens next year but I would sure like to get a headstart on what places can hold 50 or more people and do something fun like arcades or bowling. #birthday #aprilbirthday

Splat Midnight Jade #splat #midnightjade

Splat Midnight Jade with straight hair and makeup and glasses. #splat #midnightjade

So a few days ago, my hair had basically dyed back to normal and was starting to go Grey and since my birthday is in 2 weeks I decided to dye it to Splat's Midnight Jade. I absolutely 💙 the color! Besides staining my hands even though I had gloves. #midnightjade #Splat

Unfortunately w/ the economy going to shit & $ going super inflation it is extremely expensive to get one done for under $500. I wanted to do it for my bday but I'm going to have to put $ in savings for about 5 months to plan this tattoo. I want the soul-crossed lovers skeletons. #skeletontattoos

I've been wanting to get my 4th tattoo for sometime now ever since my late husband passed away but for the longest time, I couldn't come up with a design because the first tattoo you see, is the very 1st tattoo I got honoring my beloved Mark. The other 2 are designs I FINALLY wanted. #tattoodesigns

My sister's dog, Ellie, LITERALLY climbs on people and this time she climbed on my sister because she was fixing to leave to go back to school to finish her graduate program in @kennesawstate.bsky.social Poor pup has terrible anxiety but we keep reassuring her it's only 7.5 more weeks now. #dogs

So I guess in the 7 years if that makes me a fool whose in love then I guess I will wear that badge. For the record, this is not a time frame as I told my cousin. It has no construct of time or space. Time could be 2 years or 5 years. I am just talking really about trivial matters of the heart.

As a widow, I REFUSE to hop from one relationship into another. Am I going to say marrying Michael was a mistake? Absolutely NOT but I will say my heart 💔 always led back to him. I always want the best for him, his wishes to become reality, and successes to become triumphs #achievements

I can't remember who follows me so I have to be careful of WHO I out since I won't include photos. But let's just say I've been in love with a person for about 7 years now. Right now it's a slow burn and Im at peace with this. I have more healing to do as do this person. #slowburn #relationships

Your cat is so adorable Moira!!!! I had a beautiful kitty 😺 but had to give it up after my husband passed away and it was so sad too because the cat was laying so protective on my husband too guarding him.

And back to my dentist to get a crown. My face is less swollen today. And I can see better but my PM dr had to increase my medication and I had to get Lyrica for the nerve pain. It hurts! #toothabscess #toothache #rootcanal

So if anyone wants to know what an impacted/abcessed tooth looks like in it's infected state this is what it looks like. My face was swollen like a balloon 🎈 for about 3 days until I went into see my Dentist. I'm now on Amoxicillan but I have to see an endodontist for a root canal

Meanwhile, at least the other guy I OCCASIONALLY talk to took the hint and didn't contact me on Valentine's Day and bothered to ignore me which is what I wanted. Take the HINT and realize I want to be alone on Valentine's Day since my husband died! #Widow #valentinesdaywidow

A ghost contacted me on Valentine's Day and I have to say, I wish he hadn't. While I appreciated the Valentine's Day gesture, he contacts me every so often all about himself, and when I have problems of my own, he completely dismisses them. #Valentinesday #ghosting

I will ALWAYS miss his humor, his love of animals, movies, his protectiveness to protect me, and what happens? I FAILED him. I failed both my 1st and 2nd husband's. I was SUPPOSED to be there for them and HELP them and instead they pass away and I have all these feelings of guilt. #grief #Widow

#wedding #husbandandwife .

#husband #wedding #wife #husbandandwife #widow

Yesterday marked the 7 month anniversary since my 2nd husband passed away. I've been sending out memorial cards to friends and family rather than belated Christmas cards because most people tend to throw Holiday cards away as opposed to memory cards.