sunny 🧃

I know my body is pretty weak and unhealthy but god i need the money its been dwindling due to me traveling and i surely can't lean on my grandma because shes poor herself too. i dont know what to do

My life is just me constantly saying Oh Okay to things because every time i try to move my life forward im even more depressed and hopeless i truly dont know what to do with anything anymore

Update: did not get the job

OKAY i lost my phone.... #itscoolio #mylifeisawesome

#danganronpa #fanart #art

im like oh. Maybe i can finally draw and read and write more because there's more peace but likeee. Idk even though im trying to allow myself to do my hobbies more, i still get the feeling that i shouldn't have fun and be relaxed and im not safe enough to do things i like . IDK man

Like other than trying to get my teeth fixed, applying for job and college, trying to eventually get infusions for iron because my anemia is terrible and debilitating, and maybe get therapy,, truly have no idea what im going to do with myself. And i miss my brother.

my court date to extend the protection order was pushed all the way to march (during the end of January) so. But now i realize what the hell am i going to do. dont have anyone in my life other than family (friendless). got no job and my money is sparce. still stressed as fuck. still can't chill.

Think I'd like to draw them

bubbles and hugh morris make me very very happy

its not as if you shouldnt ever try to legally protect yourself from your abusive parent but trying to get legal protection against them is retraumatizing and a complete burden to the legal system and yourself and not going to lie i definitely have some regrets about everything

Court date pushed back to March which is just kind of insane and thats the only date available for me

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i know my grandmother's blesses are her blesses but if she comes with me will i be blessed to...?? okay being silly here but anyways, genuinely i wonder what is happening. after all thats been happening this month and particularly today is nice to think that things might actually get a bit better

my grandmother got blessed by two others while traveling with me, i just got something from the thrift store i wanted for sooo long and got a good coat for this weather, and i come home to see an email that a position to be a librarian assistant is open!!

the air is cold but a little bit jesus

so like yeah apparently its such a difficult, and honestly mentally difficult process to try getting protection from your abusive parent. im just desperately that this step will actually do anything

realized that i have not been making proper updates after talking about the situation but thank god ive been at my home for some days, and this court date is supposed to be the final step to get my protection order extension. (trying to) hope for good things out of this

went to court in this horrifically cold weather but it was CLOSED and there are supposed to be CALLS to EVERYONE but i didn't get mines YET

Got sooo lucky man this word is my usual starter word Oh My Freak

#certifiedgamer

My wordle game crazyyyyy

man gachiakuta is like one of the most coolest anime ive seen

the news people lied about how soon the winterstorm was coming so people could buy more stuff

this would be so so cute as a sticker i love this so so much

Yeah Wow this was a warning

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Not in the mood bc my body isfucking sore but if having paypal will help with getting a single donation then ill try around during this week. Maybe it would even help with getting more boosts

I hate paypal i wish I could make a new one but whatever its time to start trying to verify it again after months of failing!!!!!