𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚊💋 ( #1989TV and Timeless 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚗)

Aww you're seriously the sweetest! I'm so blessed to have you as my Swiftmas Santa last Christmas 🥹🫶🏻

Yesterday, I received this wonderful Swiftmas package from @genxalaskanswiftie.bsky.social! To say this package left me speechless and happy is an understatement. Thank you so much, Lyndsey, for all of this! 🥺😭🫶🏻

folklore is one of my dream vinyl! thank you sooo much 😭

a pink kindle! WHATTTT? okay, i'm now accepting early valentine's, birthday, or even christmas gift. 😂

Perhaps someday I can have all my dream vinyl albums 🥹🙏🏻

this week i'm so stressed out again so i want to do some retail therapy but then i remember the reason why i'm stressed: i lost the money i saved for my doctor's appointment 🥲

whenever i'm super stressed out i wanna do some retail therapy and spoil myself but i never get to do that in my entire life for obvious reasons. 🥲

thequirkycupcollective.com.au/collections/... If I were financially comfortable, I would have ALL the cutest notebooks and journals I see. 😩 Like this one 😍

I'm so busy trying to survive this year that I don't even remember what my favorite moments of the year are.

Been so inactive here because I'm sooo busy with work (yes, I'm working even on holidays). So yeah. I miss you all! I hope everyone's having the happiest holidays! 🫶🏻🎁🎄

possible cost of going to the doctor+meds: more or less 5k
bills + allowances: 4k
misc: 1.5k
my salary: 6k
🥲💀

For my much needed EENT and Psychiatrist visit 😩😭

She is stunning omg

Honestly, I can barely eat anymore because of my anxiety. And yeah, I sleep that way too! Thank you for this 🥺🫶🏻

Hey, Santa! I'm a size XS/S 🥹🥲

I feel nauseous 24/7 because of extreme anxiety + I have acid reflux. Please send some tips on how to treat this 😭

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

adding this to my wishlist 🥲

thank you 🥺

my dream shoes FR 🥺😢

and stuffy it's uncomfortable
3. my one & only rubber shoes which i use for work literally got torn apart as i was taking it off so i need a new one

the problem: my salary is just enough for my bills and my allowance to go to work. 🥲 what a life. just ranting! still grateful for my job tho 🫶🏻 (2/2)

let me just rant real quick. just scroll down if u don't wanna see it lol

1. my mental health is worsening each day and i want to go back to my psychiatrist to ask for antidepressants again
2. my infected ear is also worsening and i cannot hear clearly because of it + it feels so painful (1/2)

ugh i wish we have tj maxx here. i need these for work, especially the crewneck! 🩷

so i wish i don't

i'm scared of waking up tomorrow

My mom always prepares oatmeal in the mornings for my nephew and I don't like the smell too,it makes me 🤢🤢 (even though I usually like it when I'm not having anxiety attacks) 😭 but thank you! 🥺🫶🏻

Yes to apple or banana. I'll try those 🥺

I'll take note of this. Thank you 🥺

Need your help guys 😭

What do you eat when you're starving but don't have an appetite because eating/smelling foods makes you nauseous due to extreme anxiety? 😩