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Ok whatever where is my blade

ok

not even allowed to sleep gg

nd de eh bswrgdsfg

heart feels heavy! night!

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thought i’d be one month sober but i haven’t gotten hurt like that in a whjle

oh wow i am selfish 😅

*paws at you* you should kill yoirself today

maybe i should’ve just kept silent and said sorry like wow i am one sensitive person

tas may kasama pakong tanga gagi kung anoano nalang pinagssabi nya sa fb “50/50” ay punyeta.?? buti nlng magllipat naq dahil lng sayo haahaha joke lng mabait din sya medg kaso pag mga llaki tlga may parang sira lng talaga nka laman sa mga utak nila

wla medg sira na yng ulo ko pag gabi na kung ano nlng sinasabi ko dito HAHAHHAAHA wla lng,,, medg nakakadepress lng parang hindi naman malala kaso andami ggawin dko na alam ano gusto ko gawin sa buhay q tas mainisip pko na research like jusko po🥹

nabbwiset ako tnagina😢lahat nlng kng anoano nlng pinagiisipan ko di naq makatulog ng ganito😭may reg classes p bukas bkt tiba?tulg na q guys hahahha baka bukas may ssbihin sya saken “miss kita” fuck off pre gagi hahahhahah

HSJFJJ i wana drawa nd feall and asleepw right know 😅😅😅

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i didnt get in aagaiiin n hahahaa i guess you and i are just the same 😼

iugh im such a fuckkng fatass dude. i still think. i am 39 or 40 now im so embarrassed i should prbably do a bmi check or something

TRUEUEUEUEE HAHAAHHAHAAHAHA thats me rnnnn hahahaa im glnna fuckingdie

why was i Lowk So quoteful N wiseful everytime i relapsed LMAO?

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ever since tjey sent that message to me my trust in people have actually been reduced to 0 and i feel likeeveyrone around me is hiding a secret opinion about me idk do you feel me ?

i feel so annoying latley. too ive been so scred talking to people its screwingnme over like i feel like when i let my host talk o r just me in general ahahahahahahhaha idk i jut feel like im sayinf whatever like I’m crine 🥹🥹😅😅😅Idk whats going on with me i just dot wanna come off so bitchy nana

im crine hahahha i study so hard but i always end up procrastinating . i feel lkke i’m soo lazy and i dont want my parents to expect less from me i wan5t them to appreciate and be proud of me hahah idk,, xxxx

seeing my old vents make me relapse LMAOAOAO😭im sdoing better tho i love my life haha

ive also bbeen feeling a bir more happier lately haha but my exams actually make me so fucking depressed and i just dkntknow i feel so sad bscause i have to put up with this BS and keep mygrades up Consistently but like I have a feeling the teachers don’t even FW me….

likke what do u even do at that point

but even then . i think doing stuff like “grooming” and “death threatening” are still unexcusable whether u are mentally ill or not . it doesn’t give u the right to threaten someone or do something that will affect them for the rest of their lives. they are stilla. real person too

there are children who are so desperate for attention and its okay. ii understand. i just wish they knew how to do it in the correct way and i just feel bad from all the things they had to go through just for affection such

lowkey idk i feel so mixed about some things . it hurts so bad to see someone going through the same trauma as you and struggling the same way as you would react to things and it hurts that you cant even do anything to help about it

i feel happy being myself around him

imiss you so bad.