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and the alts i made that are probably less comprehensible

#伏見弓弦 #あんスタFA

🥀🪽 wataei (reup)

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#伏見弓弦 #椎名ニキ #あんスタFA

it would work so well!!!! rei is likely the only character whos gonna show up in this fic (unless i do like a cameo..wjo knows...). of those three i mean. and im ngl im also like he needs to be single and a little miserable abt it... i like rei being rlly bad at rships...

#伏見弓弦 #あんスタFA

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数年前に描いて結構気に入ってるやつ〜！あんずネキいる
#あんスタFA

𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦?│kuma絵
いつだって渉英には2人だけの世界で踊っていてほしい໒꒱

heres the playlist i mentioned in that reply. again mostly for mood and to be easy to listen to (for me) while writing

@maskspurpose answered: HI, SORRY ABOUT THAT. i'd been dealing with stuff, but still wanted to continue the convo...! yeah, i feel similarly regarding shu – i have a harder time 'assigning' her song... hii no worries! it is what it is, were all going through it rn part of me wants to assign shu like symphonic metal as a genre bc my phase of being rlly into that overlapped with the time at which i f...

HI, SORRY ABOUT THAT. i'd been dealing with stuff, but still wanted to continue the convo...! — hii no worries! it is what it is, were all going through it rn neospring.org/+r/14698d663c

wait i need to show off my handmade nui clothes

fineとショタと渉英と皇帝両腕とあんスタが好きなオタクのアカウントです

fineとか皇帝両腕とか天使と悪魔とか同室とかをいろいろ好き勝手に描いてるオタクのアカウントです

@maskspurpose answered: This is so far removed from a comment u made and maybe my memory is hazy since it’s been a while since I read performance and perhaps my interpretation is influenced BY the sup... tbh my original comment was less about watarus precise relationship to the theater program and much more the like History Of The Theater Club (as a club)! Performance imo gives the impression that th...

This is so far removed from a comment u made and maybe my memory is hazy since it’s been a while since I read performance and perhaps my — tbh my original comment was less about watarus precise relationship to the theater program and much more the like History Of neospring.org/+r/8d7e68f7c3

i was debating like background ships for reunion au (its like single-mention stuff mostly) and then was like well i could make rkg canon as a Clemens Reference. and now im like no i should make tatsukg happen actually

sorry if anyone wanted anything else from me for them but their post-breakup bitterness energy kinda bewitches me so i wanna play into it

to the premise of the fic which is like. well its wtrei having an ill-advised hookup which starts by wtr acting the way they think rei "wants" of them bc hes always complaining abt them being too annoying/loud/whatevr in public. its on my mind

and while fine havent fully lost contact with each other the hiatus and Awkwardness post eplink-bad-end mean that any contact between them is like painfully formal. anyways none of this matters really, its just the background in my mind.

i am also still turning the wtrei fic around in my head which is vaguely set in the same universe as reunion au just like closer to the "canon" point in time to theyre like 19/20. do wataru is THEORETICALLY not associated with ES (and works full-time as an actor), fine is atp on "official" hiatus

"*Shu* would put me in a full Ouji Lolita ensemble *or* a floor-length skirt." "You would certainly be stunning in either, Wataru." "At this time and for once, this Hibiki Wataru does not wish to *stun* his audience, but instead would much rather *pass* in front of it." "I don't think either of those would raise any suspicion. You wore plenty of skirts while still in school." "Always for a role, Rei, it's not quite the same to be doing it in my free time, don't you agree?" Wataru pulls a grimace at their own mirror image. "Anyways, the last thing I want to do is remind them of the career I abandoned them for."

something is taking shape in my wips

the back and forth of wanting to return back to the way things used to be completely with the knowledge that youve become a different person in the years since then and like the kind of layer on top of that of..those changes were for the better, youve become more like yourself than you ever were

idk. and in that context wataru being trans of gender has become like thematically relevant and present because its a very important aspect of their Presentation that has CHANGED and, at least early on, theyre like actively hiding it and trying to be the way they used to be

it is a common and popular fanfiction concept (characters reuniting after years apart & a "bad" breakup & realizing that with the growth theyve had jn the meantime... now is the time for them to be together) and ive been enjoying it as a vehicle for character growth & study

i think a lot abt how like. i could have not made wataru in reunion au transgender and it would have probably led to the fic being a lot more... "viable" ig to be widely read by the fandom at large. like i am largely playing with common tropes!!

@maskspurpose answered: OH yeah i do that too. sort of – i do not make playlists ever, but the songs i have in mind for characters/ships are usually connected to very specific scenarios i thought abou... it took me a moment tk remember what this was about dbdjdhdhdh im sure i could think of rei or shu songs if i go into my library and see what resonates... shu is hard for me because i feel like songs...

OH yeah i do that too. sort of – i do not make playlists ever, but the songs i have in mind for characters/ships are usually connected to — it took me a moment tk remember what this was about dbdjdhdhdh im sure i could think of rei or shu songs if i go into my library and neospring.org/+r/f20e9ed5c0