lovely trash

God, take me.. please....

my head hurts from too much crying

tired.

i'm so tired of being anxious

every day i think abt how i wish i could change my brain or straight up just die, there isn't a single day i don't think abt at least one of the two.

not even good wine too, it's the cheap one we use for cooking

nothing like a cup of of cold wine at 7 am to stop myself from ending it all rn

good morning [it's 5pm]

yo guess what

i'm tired lol

"i'm stressed but it's fine lol"

*mini shutdown*
*new dermatitis spot flare up*
*new cut on my fissured tongue*
*3 nightmares while trying to nap* i was trying to relax lmao help

did smth i regret and the suicidal thoughts r strong rn. i'm gonna suppress it all and go take a shower instead, maybe make some strawberry tea too.

him being married just didn't fit my story so i had to get rid of her yk?! it added to the plot anyway and the death was bcs of natural causes :]

oh and i killed his wife and i'm friends with cassandra [his daughter].. but in my defense: i was friends with cassandra way before doing the other 2 things

i tried making mortimer attractive as well. it kinda worked, he looks waaay better now.

ts4 is so fun, i can just make grim reaper a femboy, then make him love cleaning and cooking, then make him my best friend and roommate that stays home taking care of the house for us :D

good news!! i took a painkiller that doesn't work for me but makes me sleep and ig the antibiotic started rlly working while i was out. woke up an hour ago and i feel much better, having lunch rn :]

how lovely!! i've been crying bcs of the pain but what's more 24 hours, yea?! :D

my root canal literally pulsating rn. idk how i'm gonna eat later if it's this painful just breathing

screenshot showing 0 degree celsius

screenshot showing 0 and 1 degree celsius interchangeably in my area tonight

finally!! my special moment is here :D

my tooth hurts but hail the sun is back!!!!

YouTube video by Hail the Sun - Topic The Drooling Class

THERE'S NO WAY THAT U WANT IT THE SAAAAME~~

youtu.be/GzhSY3auCZ4

tea it is ig :[

i'm so hungry but there's no snacks, no instant noodles and i can't cook a meal cs my grandparents don't like it when the house smells like food at night. i haven't eaten in over 16 hours bruh 😭😭

anyway thanks grandpa for being a homie. i love u.

two women are laughing with their tongues out and one of them is sticking her tongue out . ALT: two women are laughing with their tongues out and one of them is sticking her tongue out .

me today when my family members, who don't respect me, got mad and offended when i told them "you don't respect me"

ugh let me diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie

ig so. it's just that whenever i go out i keep being reminded of what i'm bad at so it's hard to keep thinking positive yk?!

this sweet potato banging rn tho

you're stronger than me, uni.

eating dinner and crying over my pathetic self who's scared of doing things ppl do all the time with no problem