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made this to explain to my peripheral gaylor bestie what’s going on today

I've been on HRT for a week now! Already noticing softer skin, changes to my face, but most of all? Mental health so good I'm actually looking forward to sleeping, because tomorrow is another day on magic gender medicine!

Crazy that Norwegian healthcare would've had me wait two more years for this.

"panacea" by ella lake - YouTube its my album with my songs that i made so have a good time hearing it with ears that will work well.. thankse! support me for the upcoming international cara...

could have waited until tomorrow and slept like a reasonable person but you made me commit to uploading my music stuff with exceptional production quality in every part of the operation as the thumbnails show

www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

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a woman in a brown sweater is standing in a dark room with swifterpics written on the bottom of the image Alt: taylor swift shuffling across the stage, saying that this is the main event. this mirrors me this morning.

🚨 BREAKING NEWS: I HAVE FINALLY STARTED HRT!!!!

i think today, more so than any other day, i can say is the first day of the rest of my life

it's so surreal having this day finally happen, after having waited for over two years?

its like i've been drowning for that time, and i can finally breathe

65k likes? lmao this is genuinely great gaylor propaganda- we suddenly make up HALF of taylor's fanbase? and we're not characterized as crazy, being obssessed with sexuality, delusional, or even cringe???

BREAKING NEWS: the gaylor community is starting to get tired of winning!

fascists try to make your own art challenge (impossible)

idc that its cheesy— posts like Luna's are super inspirational to me because of the culture of openness and vulnerability in our community that make me appreciate stumbling into everyone here.

when people feel safe enough to talk about taking care of their mental health, it helps me do the same <3

"it aint hard to see" is almost as on the nose as nosebooplor haha

literally me when i try to be subtle about anything

fuck i didnt take a pic, but i had soup today as well!! red thai soup wkth cocnut milk!! cant miss the soupiversary!!

this is too funny using a gaylor theory then crying about gaylors talking about it

wait till they find about its nice to have a Dorothea

Closure in Moscow and Muse are two bands I'm a little obsessed with atm

yap solidarity 🫡

what ablut compromising and doing multiple rankings for different moods/vibes? :p more is more is more

💙Midnight Rain
💙Lavender Haze
💙Hits Different
💙Karma
💙Maroon

the production on midnight rain might be my favourite on the album? idk if the synth is reversed or what it is, but the actual sound is so SO satisfying to listen to, it sounds like being underwater

Definitely ND! I don't have autism, but since I have ADHD and also have structure-brain, I look at it more like a learned coping mechanism for the lack of control over my attention. You almost depend on the structure around you to compensate for how your attention works when left to it's own devices

Respect Taylor for basically managing to herd cats the way swifties are starting to piece together what's been ther the whole time. catmomlor 🫡

Cassandra x Actually Romantic

idk what it says about me, but it feels pretty spot on to be honest lmao

happy 28th laney <33

see, that would make a lot more sense. if HE comes out as gay or bi and is dating a guy, then it obvs has implications re: taylor. it's also easy to see how other people would sensationalize it into him essentially outing taylor bc of the implications of him being gay/bi

hits different bridge and the life of a showgirl (song) first verse?

Also- "Her name was Kitty" makes "Karma is a cat, purring in my lap 'cus she loves me" 10x more gay and it's not even close, idc.

btw I still haven't moved on from "Wow, she came out. I said, you're living my dream"

Let's be completely real- "Argumentative, antithetical dream girl" was really fucking gay and super loud, but it's a drop in the ocean compared to this, and it's not even close.

I mean, there's only so many things you can catch when there's such a constant drip-feeding of new stuff. Hive mind or bust lmao

anyone notice that the track-by-track TLOAS on spotify released october 2nd, and the "main" version released october 3rd?

i'm not being dumb, right? it *definitely* wasn't the track by track that we had first???

Yeah, it fits with the whole performance-art narrative. Album released, song named cancelled, articles about Gaylors being crazy- isn't the song the same length as the YNTCD music video as well?

HOLD UP

Does "It's bout to be the sleepless night you've been dreaming of" refer to Hits Different?

Walk with me for a sec- It's not on the album bc it's not from a sleepless night in the past. It's the "til dawn"/wishful *future* sleepless night when she finally walks through the Karma door.

???

i'm your +1

idk if i'm supposed to laugh or sigh anymore?

alexa play cassandra *again*

i swear to god some of the things people catch is legit advanced code cracking haha, amazing as usual!!!