Ruby Senatrix 🏳️‍⚧️

A screenshot of discord messages Katelyn: P1 is hot trash with good ideas. Like P4 is at least a game that you can play. P1 punishes you for selecting anything in a menu. Sapphire Senatrix: "P1 punishes you for selecting anything in a menu." you're a top, of course you wouldn't understand. Katelyn: P2IS is a really great story that improves on literally everything P1 tried and adds more personal sta--

I'm extremely funny

Nothing like your therapist struggling to know what to say when you explain the reasons you feel like you're gonna be lonely the rest of your life to make you start to worry it might really be as bad as you imagine

Taking more nudes lately has honestly got me thinking that I'd be interested in doing sex work of some kind. This is doing a lot for my self-confidence.

I'm gonna wager that practicing taking nudes is gonna be a better use of my time than watching the latest Keighley show

My favorite part of transition has been going from "wearing a bra gives me gender euphoria" to "not wearing a bra gives me gender euphoria"

Taking nsfw selfies actually makes a surprisingly large difference in my self confidence

(no, I'm not posting them publicly on an account that can be traced back to my real name)

Love seeing myself like heck yes I'd kiss me

I'm so tired of days like this

💙 all this is so true about me

Definitely starting to settle in to thinking I'm demisexual. I'm realizing I just don't ever feel attracted to people that I don't have an emotional attachment to, and then once that attachment does form suddenly I can get a *deep* feeling of yearning when I'm thinking about them

Still lesbian tho

Seriously, do not buy, stream, or otherwise support of promote more Harry Potter bullshit. It is no longer theoretical - Rowling is funelling those wizard bucks into getting the law changed to actively oppress an already-vulnerable minority.

The date went extremely well.

Related: Turns out I can definitely be a bit of a domme now and then, as a treat. And apparently I'm good at it.

Another date tonight!

WE GOT ALONG SO WELL AND SHE KISSED ME, WE ARE SO BACK

Ya girl is ready for a date tonight

Okay while I definitely lean pretty heavily towards being a sub, there is some part of me that's interested in being a little bit of a domme, as a treat

One of those nights where I'm feeling really touch starved and just want someone to cuddle and hold me.

These dating apps are not paying off yet unfortunately

Being called someone's pet is not how I expected my 30s to go but you know, here we are

"their souls are weighed down by heterosexuality. the future of humankind is the yuritype" - Char Aznable

I hope this isn't how I'm going to feel forever

Damn my whole personality is just abandonment trauma all the way down, isn't it

Really need to meet some local people because I've learned an awful lot about myself and would really like to do something with it

WHY DID EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT *ALL* OF MY KINKS BEFORE I DID

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN EVERYONE BUT ME KNEW I HAD A HUMILIATION KINK

I'm absolutely the girl on the left here

I just want to scream

And now it feels like the world is ending around me and I've lost my chance to live because from here on I'm going to have to fight to survive

God, even now it feels like a mistake to say this out loud but at the same time I can't *not* say it because the part of me that just wants to scream keeps feeling louder and louder.