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πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ | (He/Ey/It/Mii) | 25 |Semi-NSFW | Healing from Trauma | Purple Eldritch Creature Artist, Neurodivergent, Writer, LGBT+, DID system of many, maladaptive daydreamer, legally disabled I have opinions and make things.

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Mfw the new Obey Me game has pre registration open yesterday and I slammed the button so fast when I got the notification

30.10.2025 22:36 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Merin (IHNMAIMS) and AM are the most toxic as AM feeds into Merin's psychosis and depression and finds his self harming and bleeding to be hot and romantic. Merin is projected as both a doormat and a victim of AM's manipulations and AM convinces Merin he's the villain and likes hurting and torturing him on its own terms. AM hates it when anyone else tries to hurt Merin without his permission as it revives and keeps him immortal just to torture him.

Merin (IHNMAIMS) and AM are the most toxic as AM feeds into Merin's psychosis and depression and finds his self harming and bleeding to be hot and romantic. Merin is projected as both a doormat and a victim of AM's manipulations and AM convinces Merin he's the villain and likes hurting and torturing him on its own terms. AM hates it when anyone else tries to hurt Merin without his permission as it revives and keeps him immortal just to torture him.

Top left (see last image), Merin and Ayme is a celebrity crush that may never be realized, and the Skrunkle version on the right has the Nightmare version of it where Ren/Rin has amnesia and goes progressively nonverbal with Ayme having to be a caregiver. Ren/Rin can be overly attached and reliant on Ayme, often acting as a shadow and following behind him.

Top left (see last image), Merin and Ayme is a celebrity crush that may never be realized, and the Skrunkle version on the right has the Nightmare version of it where Ren/Rin has amnesia and goes progressively nonverbal with Ayme having to be a caregiver. Ren/Rin can be overly attached and reliant on Ayme, often acting as a shadow and following behind him.

Myr and Vil have history where Myr tried to kill Vil as an Eldritch monster before getting brought back to his senses by the Pomefiore housewarden and remembered how much they liked each other as kids. Myr is easily fretful of Vil when he gets lectured or the other is angry, having to keep his own temper at bay and Vil criticises Myr a ton, mostly out of care, but can be very nitpicky.

Myr and Vil have history where Myr tried to kill Vil as an Eldritch monster before getting brought back to his senses by the Pomefiore housewarden and remembered how much they liked each other as kids. Myr is easily fretful of Vil when he gets lectured or the other is angry, having to keep his own temper at bay and Vil criticises Myr a ton, mostly out of care, but can be very nitpicky.

Meeps summoned Asmo when they were on the verge of dying the human world from s/cide before being brought to Devildom by Asmo and took a week or so to recover in the Demon Lord's castle before meeting up again at RAD to where they are now. Due to this, Asmodeus is possessive over Meeps.

Meeps summoned Asmo when they were on the verge of dying the human world from s/cide before being brought to Devildom by Asmo and took a week or so to recover in the Demon Lord's castle before meeting up again at RAD to where they are now. Due to this, Asmodeus is possessive over Meeps.

None of my ships are all sunshine and rainbows. Even the fluffiest ones have traumatic themes with them or have some problematic element to it. The pictures explain each ship and how it came to be/the toxic elements.

30.10.2025 19:30 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm gonna be so real w you all, I've never had many healthy relations irl, so if any of my fictional ships seem weird by how toxic it appears or unhealthy; welcome to how we live on a day to day basis. If it looks lovey dovey and it hits you in the gut with the angst, welcome to my life.

30.10.2025 19:30 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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If you want to learn more, Merin's a transmasc individual with D.I.D among a myriad of other mental issues. His personalized hell is a psych ward he was in when he was a teen. The main three alters are himself, Tyran (the one w scars) and Tiny (the one w a cap). Merin's the host and favoured by AM.

30.10.2025 19:04 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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One of AM's preferred torture victims; yours truly! Here's some pairing art with them

30.10.2025 19:04 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Work doodles feat the bottom left from a coworker during a meeting

30.10.2025 18:24 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

He deserves more pets

28.10.2025 21:40 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Good boy

28.10.2025 19:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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26.10.2025 18:18 β€” πŸ‘ 72    πŸ” 37    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Update: The one in question blocked me so I will say this; you honestly got my nicer side. The things you accused of my friends of was absolutely vile and your harassment of them is deplorable. If you can't take the heat; stay tf out of the goddamned kitchen! Do better.

26.10.2025 01:57 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I see an alien holding a human head on a pike

25.10.2025 19:31 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

That being that one is a long term sex pest and the other is a sad nobody who doesn't even try to make a living. I will not stay silent any longer on this matter. "Mage C, don't get involved!"

I am now. I'm not sitting by and letting a group of cowards spew stupid shit without retort.

25.10.2025 18:41 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Those who've been around longer already know that Milena and co were the ones harassing P&Z, so who's Duncan? He's a similar type of parasocial sad thing who has been harassing some of my friends for a while now in a similar vein to the former. Both of them are alike, but there's one key difference.

25.10.2025 18:41 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

(Un)friendly reminder to my friends and followers here that @xxduncandonutxx.bsky.social is just like Milena in the fact that they both should be blocked and pointed out that they are spending their miserable days slandering people when they could be doing anything else with their lives. Not sorry!!

25.10.2025 18:27 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

Postminor getting dubs in beating the controversy

25.10.2025 14:40 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

The only correct answer

23.10.2025 16:11 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Genuine question, wtf should I do? Start drawing porn??? If that's the case, then send me some bases so I can learn how to draw it and maybe it'll become second nature

23.10.2025 16:07 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I am actually mad about this. I ain't giving my credit card nor last 4 for SSN, so I went with ID. It was the least risky out of all of them, but even other people found that suspect since it asked for front, barcode, and back

23.10.2025 13:53 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Apparently, this is childish art now, I'm actively angry. The self ship art of myself and/or Tyran with AM is not for kids!

23.10.2025 13:44 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Why the hell does Iowa have to verify age on Bluesky now? Am I that childish??

23.10.2025 13:41 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1
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Back to my comic roots

22.10.2025 23:04 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Hello! I was unaware of being missed, but I guess it's nice to know someone missed me

17.10.2025 12:33 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

ROOOK!!! He's so comfy and cute

17.10.2025 12:20 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
An AU version of Scootaloo from MLP named Scooter looking up at the viewer. She's wearing a purple banana with a bright indigo pin on the left with a pink expression and a sunflower pin for invisible disabilities on the right

An AU version of Scootaloo from MLP named Scooter looking up at the viewer. She's wearing a purple banana with a bright indigo pin on the left with a pink expression and a sunflower pin for invisible disabilities on the right

How I look at my followers

(I tried drawing on my phone. I'll need to get more used to it)

17.10.2025 12:15 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Subject SC-00 aka Scooter

Subject SC-00 aka Scooter

Subject AB-10 aka AB

Subject AB-10 aka AB

Subject SB-33 aka Swee-Bee

Subject SB-33 aka Swee-Bee

Subject BS-43 aka Babsy

Subject BS-43 aka Babsy

My daydreams made new versions of the CMC for an AU where Cozy Glow makes an institutional camp and plots to take over Equestria. In the alt text is their subject IDs and the names they're called in the AU

20.09.2025 16:43 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Cutie Mark Crusaders in scene style

20.09.2025 16:27 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I never asked for a Virtual Boy remake, nuh uh! A Wii remake, however...

20.09.2025 16:25 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I- ew! I'm so sorry you had to see such nightmare fuel. It's frustrating to see AI mixed in with actual human drawn art and official material. Makes finding art references much more of a chore than it needs to be

11.09.2025 17:43 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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So I've been really into the Nightmare/Atmosfear games and I drew my two favorite ones from the games and a Riddle Tsum

06.09.2025 00:50 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Work sketches from last week

04.09.2025 16:31 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

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