shaina 🍳🍉

also yeah there's a lot of stickers out of stock if you want something and it's not listed dm me also and I'll restock it (not prints tho my printer is being a bitch)

USA orders only unfortunately but if you live intl just DM me we'll figure it out

hello u should preorder a mouse pad from now until 12/5 at eggloops.bigcartel.com

can confirm pizza hut diner rules

A two manga panel of Yamato being pranked. There's a paper on his back that says "free hug", he doesn't notice and gets startled when a girl suddenly hugs him. Kakashi, Naruto, and Sakura walking by and see the paper on his back, laughing and mocking

Yamato being pranked (again)
⚠️mob girl is in it
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ITS ALL 4 UUUUUU

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Nausicaä.

yugao

anbu color sketches

HAD A BAD DAY 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪
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🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️ LOVE U FINN

reality is not that kind. i’ll wake up in the morning and be fine. he won’t wake up again. there will be no funeral. only complex emotions and unanswered questions. the ground will be littered with unsent letters; pictures collecting dust. there will be an abundance of regrets and what-ifs. too many i knows and i don’t knows. and no shortage of slow healing wounds, ones they will no doubt be forcefully torn open and left deeper, uncovered, and unclean

i can miss him be pissed off at him forgive him curse him i can feel all of these things but i can’t go back. he’ll never come back.

what he did still hurts. forgiving doesn’t mean excusing. but i understand. he lost against his demons again and again. no funeral. no service. i know he wouldn’t want that anyway. instead, i’ll be here. looking at the stars, making impossible wishes.

[6/end]

the feeling will go away eventually. it’s not my fault— it’s not his fault— there’s no one to blame.

the stars are still there.

in my dreams months or years from now when my irrationally rational fears would subside i would see him on the street. he would be with new friends or maybe old ones— he’d be sober. he’d have gotten some help he’d have gone on new adventures and maybe he’d smile. and i’d smile back, knowing that this was better than a terse text apology.

[5/6]

they won’t know how much i didn’t want him to be alone, regardless. he was one of my best friends. the ones that don’t know— they’ll only see the black and white of it all.

and i’ll be stuck in the gray abyss. drifting, drifting, drifting.

i can wish for things to be different but it can’t be undone. i need to live with this. i know i didn’t kill him. but god, it feels like i did.

[4/6]

i couldn’t excuse the crime committed but i can understand how it got to that point. and people will misunderstand. they won’t know. they won’t understand what he did. or why. they’ll never know how hurtful, scary—how confusing that day was they won’t ever know the nightmares— ones that never end

they didn’t see the demon that was slowly possessing his body, keeping his soul tightly bound as flood waters rose they won’t know how i saw it in his eyes

and knew i couldn’t be the one to save him.

[3/6]

people tend to forget that they can still miss the person that hurt them. you can mourn the person they were.

you can still wish the best for your enemies, you can still feel pain when they fall. i’m constantly reminding myself that there’s only so much you can do for someone before you have to step away for yourself.

it’s not selfish. i have to believe it’s not selfish. would choosing to forgive and forget have changed everything? no. i can’t dwell on that.

[2/6]

impossible wishes, by shaina aka eggloops

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impossible wishes [1/6]

twt exploding again smh

me: I will draw more and talk to my friends today
me instead: *spends hours perfecting picture with my digital child in silence*

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ok see u on LinkedIn

Kemono girl sticking out her tongue

I made this kemono girl just to have a non-Naruto example to show 😅 My commissions are open❕ so if you have a cool OC, I can draw it!

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how many platforms can we dm each other in

I'm aiming for pre-orders on charms & mousepad by end of this month but being an adult is HARD

coming soon 2 my shop :')
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